Zero, Half, Hero and Forever Hero

Bergeser Sejenak

2012-01-11T08:37:00.000-08:00

Dulu aku di sana

Badanku berpijak di atas keramik putih itu

Anganku mendekam di ruangan itu

Tak berniat untuk lari, pergi meninggalkan raga

Dulu aku di sana

Menyumbangkan keruwetan jalan pikiranku

Menggetarkan pita suaraku

Menghasilkan bunyi-bunyian

Dulu aku di sana

Dalam bentuk nyata

Membuat kau butuh obat

'Tuk hilangkan inflamasimu terhadapku

Kini aku di sini

Merangkai semua kenangan

Memandang jauh ke rantai waktu yang tak terputus

Membuatku ingin meniti tiap mikrodetik menuju ke sana

Kini aku di sini

Mendengarmu berbisik

Kau tak ingat aku

Mungkinkah kau tak ingat aku

Kau ingat aku

Mungkinkah kau ingat aku

Aku di sana

Aku di sini

Semua berbeda untukku

Tidak bagimu

Dulu aku di sana

Merasa menjadi orang paling bahagia sejagad

Kini aku di sini

Meratapi kenaifanku dulu

Apakah perlu aku menghabiskan waktu mencari cara untuk kembali

Habislah waktuku

Apakah kau akan memanggilku mencoba menggapaiku

Sayang kau hanya membisu

This is Wonderful

2011-12-02T05:35:00.001-08:00

This. Is. Wonderful.

Welcoming December

2011-12-01T05:08:00.000-08:00

December.

It is wrong if I say that every month in a year is just the same. Nope. For me there's always something special in every month. Like January for me is like a Preface in a book. February is a month when I feel I've broke my all resolution. March, April, May are months when I feel I most busy. June is the month to welcome holiday. July, when I have my birthday, is the month to start something new. Including renewing my resolution. August, month full of togetherness, people gather together to celebrate Indonesia Independence Day. September, October, November are again busy months. And the last, but not least, is December.

I've heard some songs about December. Mostly Christmas songs. Yeah, December is the month when Christmas is being celebrated. That's one of the facts why I like December. Smelling the scent of Christmas. Decorate the christmas tree, decorate the entire house with christmas ornaments, playing christmas songs, eating cake (since I don't have oven to make cake here in Serpong), and many more activities.

Beside all those things, one thing I really feel about Christmas is peace.

Peace when you know that Jesus has come to save us, human being. He pay the price that actually cost us. It's only by His grace that we can live like this! Maybe this sounds cliche, but I have never bored knowing this fact. Thank You, Lord!

December, ah. It's a reminder for me. There's only six months left before SNMPTN. I have to prepare my self. This holiday, I want to study study and study. I need to be productive. I MUST do my best, my maximum capability to study so I can enter FKUI. Beside doing that, I also MUST pray harder harder and harder. Never stop praying! You must believe in the power of prayer.

So guys, I hope you have a wonderful December, wonderful holiday, wonderful Christmas.

Never stop fighting for your dreams. Never give up. BELIEVE and surrender all to God. Never stop praying.

Road To The Future: Cheer Yourself Up!

2011-09-03T06:34:00.000-07:00

This is one of so many things that can cheer myself up!

I set this as my phone background. I made this one from my blackberry and I captured it with an application called 'Capture It' from my phone.

You know what, everytime I feel like I lose my way, when I feel like it's all to dreamy to come true and the road is to hard, when I look at this background I feel relieved. I feel like nothing impossible.

* * *

Your favorite idol absolutely can cheer you up! Wait a minute, I don't mean your idol should come to meet you first then you could be cheerful.

Just seeing picture of them, or listening to their song (if they are musician or singer), or watching their movies (if they are actor/actress) can boost your mood up!

My favorite idol is (I bet you've known) Kaka! And when I see his picture or watching him play on a match I always happy and got ecstatic when he score a goal! Woohoo!

* * *

Jonk, Celline, Karina, me, Rosa

Friends...

No word can describe how friends can change a gloomy day into a bright one.

They certainly can cheer you up!

* * *

Entertain yourself! Do what you like!

For me, I like music. Play, listen to it, or sing it, compose it, I like them all.

Music always can make me feel right again :)

* * *

There are many more things you can do to cheer yourself up. When you get your best condition back, you always can do something better and get the future that you want!

Road To The Future: What I Want To Be

2011-09-02T10:47:00.000-07:00

I found this motivational quote (with the cute puppy as the background) from here.

We should like our self in the past, in the present and be joyful about what us are to become!

Us in the future is what us are doing in the present life. What we do now determine what we become in the future. Want to be smart? Study now! Want to successful? Work hard now!

So, the point is, to be what you want in the future, do something relevant to it in the present!

Wish you (and me too) luck :)

Road To The Future: Enjoy The Present

2011-08-30T07:15:00.000-07:00

How do you enjoy your life?

The path we've taken, the way we go through, the past behind us, the future awaiting for us, the life we're living.

I got series of way to enjoy my life. Enjoy the present! Well it's literally present. Breathe we're taken is a gift from God. And we got to be thankful of this unpaid present :D

Beside the present present, we also need to enjoy the present. This time I mean the recent time, the present we live.

We often look behind and can not let go of our past, whether it's a nice memory or a bad one. We live in our memories and forget that we have a present life to live on.

I saw a quote from Joel Osteen and it said, "I'm throwing away my rearview mirror. I'm not looking back anymore. I'm not looking to the left or to the right. I'm looking straight ahead. I'm pressing forward, knowing God has good things in store for me".

It is a very wonderful quote. Let go of the past, but don't forget it. We can still reap the good things from the past. You have a present to live, you have a future to chase. To get your desirable future, you should prepare it and do something in the present. You can't just sit down and wait for a miraculous event to come and bring your dream to life. You should work hard to get what you want!

Live the best and the best will get you in future.

Well, I hope you enjoy my post and get some benefit from it. God bless you :)

Road To The Future

2011-08-30T07:06:00.000-07:00

Overcome The Underestimation

2011-05-29T06:46:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I feel like no one count one me, like no one think that I can do it. People underestimate me. And the most inconvenient thing is, when they compare you with your friend! Gah, it really knocks you down, isn't it?

Well, that underestimation thing often loosen up my spirit to move on. Let's think, when you are trying to give your best but people don't look at you at all. Otherwise they're looking at your friend who's doing exactly same things with you and they cheer your friend up! Just because you don't have the good reputation like your friend! How is it? It is hurt!

But let's see from another way. What if you're giving your best effort? Though people underestimate you, though it feels hurt, you keep doing your best. Maybe people wouldn't appreciate your effort, but at least if you give your best you will be satisfied.

To avoid the falling spirit, I think from now on, you and me got to change our paradigms. Don't do something because of other people nor for other people. Do what you want, what you're happy about. Don't think about what people think, they often disappoint you. When people underestimate you, let them. They don't know you at all. They don't know your ability to give the best effort and be the best!

You Have NO Idea

2011-04-23T20:57:00.000-07:00

Well! Today is a very great day! First of all, today is Easter Day. Happy easter all! Me and my sister went to a dawn service at school, that held by Komisi Remaja and Tunas Remaja GKI Gading Serpong. The service was good and I like the music. The sermon was great and it reminds me that we are winner. In fact, we are more than conqueror!

The second thing I love about today is : Madrid 6-3 Valencia
KAKA SCORED TWO GOALS! GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!
Well, I didn't watch the match LIVE. But I'm watching the replay just now, as I write this post. Gosh, he made some assists either for Gonzalo Higuain! I almost cry when I see it. Just so emotional. He celebrated his goal by putting the ball inside his jersey and pretend that it's a pregnant woman stomach. Since his daughter is on her way, it's just so sweet!
Anyway, at first when I watch the Soccer One at TV One I didn't really pay attention. Because I think they just made a history roll, or madrid's moment or something. I didn't now that it's yesterday match! And when I know, I was rushing to open the internet and directly download the pictures! You have no idea how ecstatic I am! SPLENDID!

Thank You, Lord for today!

Worth Waiting For

2011-03-28T07:15:00.001-07:00

There’s something of everything that worth waiting for. Even it’s a pleasure of waiting when what you are waiting for is the best of the best. But how do you know that it is the one? Yeah, this problem still becomes the major of problems.

I used to think that time will be the answer. Slowly or even fast but sure, you will know either you can keep waiting or stop expecting.

But you always could cheat on time. You could ‘test’ the thing that you have. But be careful, sometimes it could satisfy you but well, it could hurt you too. So, pick the option wisely. Don’t want to make a heartache, do you?

In the end, if you find the one worth waiting for, trust me it is really worth waiting for.

Kind regards,

Agaprita

Years of Nothing

2011-02-19T07:58:00.001-08:00

Do you ever feel like after all this time, you just wasting your time with doing something not useful? Or do you ever feel so constant and even feel like you are walking at the same spot over and over? Are you tired of being so ordinary?

If you ask me those questions I will give you a very loud YES!

I've just realized that I have done NOTHING in this recent years. I haven't done any hard work, I just being a standard person, with a very short-minded goal in this life. Right I've set my target, but it's way too short-term one. Later I think, what will I do if, well hopefully, I reach this target. I haven't set any bigger long-term target!

Tonight, I get a brand new refreshment. I'm moving out of this ordinary teen life. I hope you would do so. For me, this not yet-adult-age is so intricate. The most intricate one is emotion. Well, like you have known, in this age we fall in love, we cry for a boy or a girl, we crave for attention, blah blah blah. Those are fact! And those are some intricate emotions! We absolutely can't deny it. But, aren't you bored and tired with them now? Because of our fluctuate emotions, seldom we forget about something that more important than just emotions or feelings. Our FUTURE!

No one can see their future. So what should we do to get a great future life? By doing a great PRESENT life! So, if you're living your teen life by give your emotional feeling a number one place in your mind, well I can conclude that you are not living a great present. That's what I did. For prove, you can see my older posts. LOL.

But hei, don't get me wrong. It's very good though to get some up and down emotion. It's human. But don't think about it too much. There will be time. I'll be honest, I was always thinking about a boyfriend. That killed my time! I was doing nothing useful. Just tweeted a 'galau' sentences, listen to 'galau' songs, etcetera. But now I realized I'm wasting my time! Boyfriend will come later in a perfect time. Though he won't come easily, LOL. Still need to find it, but not thinking about it too much. Teenage time is too short to use by just thinking about relationship. Think about what you want to achieve!

Tonight I also think about knowledge. I used to think that school is the most knowledgeable place. But once again, I'm WRONG! School is a place to learn something, and rarely EARN something. So, I think we need to earn something by open our eyes to the outside life. We are living a great hi-tech era. If we need something, just surf the internet and taaa daaa! we got it. Or go to the bookstore and find something we need. What a great pleasure. But still, I haven't use the chance as much as I can. So now, I want to repair that and I'm gonna live the fullest of life!

What Should I do?
Thank God I made my radical moves motto. I also made my resolutions to be a 'guidebook'. You should make one for you too. Stick to your guidebook. Don't forget to pray and let God give you the best. Trust in Him! Ready to live your fullest life? Let's Go!

Difficulties

2011-02-16T07:47:00.001-08:00

I really consider about an adjective called 'difficult' or usually I called it 'susah' tonight.

Well, I wonder that if difficulty is not relative. Maybe difficulty would vanished easily. Or maybe there's no such thing as difficult. Because everyone will fill the same so there's no challenge at all. If one people couldn't do a thing, then everyone couldn't do it too.

But life would be flat if difficulty doesn't exist!

So why wouldn't we ignore the word difficult and change it into challenging?
This word kinda suite more than difficult itself.
Because when we hear the word difficult, our mind sets to refuse to work harder and then just give up on the thing we are into.
Different with challenging. Challenging sounds more, well, challenging! It makes we want to try harder and harder to do it. And when it finished, it would be so satisfying!

Let's change our mindset then. Life is way too fun to be wasted by thinking about difficulties.

SNMPTN

2011-02-14T22:00:00.000-08:00

I have read the information about Seleksi Nasional Masuk Perguruan Tinggi Negeri or better known as SNMPTN. You will know some of the fact of the SNMPTN by go to this .

So, Indonesian government made two kinds of SNMPTN for students that want to continue their education at Perguruan Tinggi Negeri (PTN) all over Indonesia. The first one is test and the second one is jalur undangan.
If you have open the url I give, some of you might be thankful to the government by making the jalur undangan SNMPTN.

But I am not pro of jalur undangan SNMPTN. I have read Kompas.com, and it said that PTN receive about 60% of their freshman via this jalur undangan. Errr, that's just to much! Why didn't they make it just 35%? What about me that so DYING to go to Fakultas Kedokteran Universitas Indonesia (FKUI) but my grade was not very bright? Well, I quite satisfied with my grade. But I'm not really confident. I'm not being chesty, but my school is so hard, and it's really difficult to get a real good score. What if the PTN receive someone that get higher score than me although their schools are nicer than my school. I smell an injustice!

I have talked to my cousin that just have graduated from Fakultas Ekonomi Universitas Indonesia (FEUI) about this jalur undangan. He said that some of his friends that being one of the team that select the students who are qualified to go to Universitas Indonesia (UI) via jalur undangan also contra with the amount of receivement by jalur undangan. It just too much! YEAH, finally someone agree with me. They made some protest to decrease the amount.

But after all, I don't know what will the government do. But I believe that they will do the best. Anyway, beside the SNMPTN, UI also has one more way. SIMAK UI or Seleksi Masuk UI is the other gateway to UI. 40% of the selected students to UI is with this way. But I will try first for the jalur undangan. I hope I will be selected and I can go to FKUI! :D It's still 3 semesters to go, so I have to do my best. I have to focus on my score. I have to study hard and be the best. Radical move!

Wish me luck, guys. Thanks!

xoxo

courtesy of google.com

Zero to Half to Hero and Forever Hero

2011-02-14T21:41:00.000-08:00

I made my radical move motto.

Zero to Half to Hero and Forever Hero

Why This?

Zero is where I was. I have nothing to be proud of. I just live for life and let everything flows.
Half is where I am. I am a half of my full life now. I have found where I want to go, I have found what I want to do next, I set my goal. But I haven't started anything. Everything is just a plan. And human's plan is just a plan. Because God who make the real plan of our life.
Hero is where I want to be. When I reach my goal. When I live the fullest capability of me.
Forever hero is what I want. Being a hero forever. A hero because God helps me to reach my dream, to follow His way and obey Him.

Radical Move

I'm starting to think about radical move when I read my last posts. I was so crybaby. LOL. I admit it. So I don't want to focus on myself, I want to focus on my goal and how to reach it. I'm making a radical move!

So, please be ready to see a different me in this blog! Yeaah!
Thanks for reading :]

Thunder

2010-10-19T04:08:00.000-07:00

Hello dearly fellas!
We finally catch up again! :]

I am good.
How about you guys?

Currently, I have a lot of job.

1. Committee of Sponsorship GSO
2. Committee of Bina Iman SMAK GS
3. Lumen Choir and Orchestra Church to Church Service
4. SCHOOL itself.

Because those first-three point, I often out from the class for about 90 minutes. Actually, it is really risky.
I have to catch up the lesson that I missed, and sometimes I feel lazy to borrow my friend's note and then I forgot it. LOL.

But anyway, I'm so picky, hahaha.
I always choose a lighter lesson if I must go out from the class. Though there's no such thing as easy lesson, but if there's no choice I must pick a lesson that I think not too difficult.

* * *

Mmm, these recent days I like to listen this song

Thunder by Boys Like Girls

Well, it is not a new song. I first listen to this song when I was in 9th grade. But yesterday, my friend sang this song and it reminded me how I loved this song. So I listen to this song and fall in love for the second time. Hahaha.

Anyway, it reminds me about the weather in Gading Serpong either.
This month the rain seems lazy to come. Not too lazy yeah, but lazier than a month ago. I wonder why is this year there's no dry season?
Always wet here. Rain pouring very often.

But I for real don't like thunder.
Seriously.

Mixed Up

2010-10-17T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hi guys!
Finally I post something in my blog.

Well, I'm not in the mood to make something systematically now. LOL.
It doesn't have a beginning or an end.
It's just a present.
*Well, start feeling awkward? Me either. So keep going on!*

This day begin with a Sunday service.
As you know, I'm a soprano singer in Lumen Choir, a choir of my lovely school SMAK GS.
We were singing in GKI Gading Serpong, brought two amazing songs *well they are amazing, but i dunno did we sing it amazingly?* The Majesty and Glory of Your Name and Arbab. Hmm, I think we didn't give our best performance, but since this is for God, of course we give the best for Him. At least, it could be a blessing for everyone that listen.

After the Sunday service, I went to SMS to take the shuttle that would bring me home. I ate Sour Sally's taro that so yummy and made me want more.
It made me want more but it couldn't push me to buy more. LOL.

Then I finally made it to homey!
I watched Gossip Girl that I've borrowed from Tanno and Jong. Nice, I refreshed my head from everything that confused me so much.
But since I am so sensitive and I seldom can not differenciate between a reality and an imagination, Gossip Girl really bring me to another world.
I came to a world full of intricate loves. Gosh. Thank God I live in Indonesia, where we here have a great norm and a great culture.

End up the Gossip Girl.
I open my laptop, catch up with some updates from my Facebook, and end with an empty satisfaction.
Err, I'm really bored and annoyed by unimportant posts by some immature friends. I'm getting more irritated when I saw a very dull weirdo names that they used for their facebook. HELLO, this is a social network. A network to find friends. Could you use it properly, as Zuckerberg's purpose of facebook?
Jeez, enough talking about this.

After all, I'm watching my laptop now.
Feeling overbored.
Gah, I really need something to boost me up.

I'm really mixed up today.
Harry Potter. Friendship. BFF. Chuck and Blair. Nate. Gossip Girl. Choir. Music. Football.
blah blah blah.

Anyway, thanks for listening my 'trash'. Err, not literally trash, but it's kinda. LOL.

Bye dearly friends :]

Shoe-Biz

2010-08-09T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hi guys! I am in love with those shoes.
They just so kyuts that I can't handle it. Aww :D

If you like these shoes and want to have one (or more!) for yourself (or for a gift!),
please contact me here :

Agaprita Sirait
izecson.aga@hotmail.com

It's only 60.000 rupiahs/pc!

Thanks a lot guys! :D

mellow-dy

2010-07-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hi dear fellas :)
It's nice to meet you all again here.
I haven't post since last month, too bad.
Huhuhuhuhu.
But now I'm trying to post some of my experiences more often.

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I was wishing for something irrational. Something that only has 1% to come true.
And now I just realized that my wish is too hard to be a reality. That's hurt :'(
Imagine that you were flying up high, then suddenly a wind blew you down to the earth again and you fell to a hard surface.

That's how I feel.

I don't want to be a chesty, but I built up by compliments.
I grown up by people admires.
They was admire me, was compliment me.
And now everything has changed.

That's me now, fall to the deepest ground, to the hardest surface.
I've never receive any of them again.
I became an usual girl, nothing special.

Even worse, I think I am a stupoid girl.
Could you imagine how hard this trial is?
I feel stupid! That's crazy.

But I gotta move on, there are still a lot thing to do. A lot thing to change.
I can be a smart girl again. I can be an extraordinary again. I can be whoever I wanna be.

Some Pictures of World Cup (1 Week)

2010-06-18T08:20:00.000-07:00

A Fans (Like Me, but I am a LOVER) Brought Kaka's Picture

Maicon and Robinho celebrated the Goal against Korea DPR

Fernando Torres Reaction when Spain defeated by Switzerland

A Goal from Jovanovic of Serbia Brought Serbia to Glory 1-0 against German

This 2010 FIFA World Cup is extremely UNPREDICTABLE.

One thing I must say, you can not say a team is an "underdog".

There's no such thing.

Waka Waka :)

2010-06-14T21:02:00.000-07:00

This 2010 Moment

2010-06-13T20:51:00.000-07:00

Beside Kaka, I have some people to adore.

Well, although I don't love them as much as i love Kaka, they still great men in football.

My world revolves around football, ain't it?

Hahaha, I can not agree more.

So, let us begin ...

1. Fabio Capello

I actually have known him since he managed Real Madrid in 2006.

But I didn't really take attention to him.

I took attention when he became England national team manager.

England was in a nightmare with the past manager.

I keep on mind when they couldn't pass the final round in Euro 2006.

That was a shame! Really trully shame!

So, I turn my face again to Capello.

He is a great manager.

He can make England team be one.

I know that England's players are great players from great clubs.

So it's difficult to unite them in a one team.

To unite the different ego, it's hard.

But Capello can make it!

That's why I adore this Italian man.

2. Robinho

Robinho is a great multitalented young player.

He was in Real Madrid too.

I can't stop asking why why why and why he moved to Manchester City and finally to Santos.

Geez, first, I think it's all about money.

Then, Santos? It is not about money again.

So I think Robinho is kinda searching for his comfort zone.

Until he find it, I think he will surprised us about decision that he makes.

3. Pato

I kinda embarrased if I talk about Pato. Hahaha.

In fact, I like this guy so much. Even I always 'declare' that he is my boyfriend.

Pretty embarassing, huh? :P

Actually, I like him much. He is a great rising star player.

I've been watch him since he moved from Internacional.

More and more watching since he played with Kaka in AC Milan.

But I'm really sad.

He has injury now, so he can't join the Brazil squad for this world cup.

Brazil really need a young blood for their team.

So, I hope the best for this young Pato!

* * * *

You see?!

Do you realized something?!

You find something?!

Hahaha, I LOVE BRAZIL.

More than that, FOOTBALL IS LIFE.

For me at least :D

Welcome to The IPA, Dear!

2010-06-12T03:12:00.000-07:00

Hi all! Yesterday was SUPERB. Super stressed. Super relax. Super sad. Super happy.

I didn't know why those opposite things could came to my world at exactly same time.

sun.sun.sun

Well, guess what. I'm heading to IPA or Science class next month!

As you know, in SMAK GS, when we go to year eleven we must attend one of either IPA or IPS (social) class.

Actually that is or choice. But sometimes, we cannot choose. In that case, it because of our grade or our behaviour, or our psychology test.

And I CHOOSE IPA. It's not because of somebody nor something. It because of me. It is my choice.

I want to be a doctor, so I must go through IPA. I am pretty elated about this.

Well, being in IPA class is not easy I think. There will be a lot of tasks, a lot of exercises, a lot of late nights, a lot of tests, and blah blah blah.

My friends from higher grade also say that. It is tough to be in IPA class.

But, I will do my best to get the best! I swear!

Pals, I hope you're gonna pray for me. Pray for my study next month, in a whole new situation.

My world gonna be around Physic, Math, Biology, and Chemistry.

More than that, I have to prepared for the best! I know it won't be easy.

But if everything we do in enjoyment, it will be easy! Yeeehaaa.

* * * * *

Not everybody was happy yesterday. There were some of my friends failed to go to the next level.

I saw disapointment on their eyes. I saw my friends cried for them. I saw myself cried.

It was an emotional moment. I couldn't believe that they failed. I couldn't stand the fact.

Failure is not an easy thing to receive. Failure is difficult.

But, it is not everything. You must go on!

I will always pray for you friends.

YES I WILL.

kenapa saya menangis?

2010-05-27T20:35:00.000-07:00

i opened my facebook account.

and i saw the home of that website.

i found your account.

as usual i read the notifications of yours.

then i felt that i became a statue.

there were no more heart, no more brain, no beating, no vein.

i stopped being human.

but 5 seconds later, i became very human..

i cried..

i was crying like a baby.

the tears couldn't stop.

i'm still crying now when i write this post.

this world spinning faster, so am i.

i can't cry more.

i am in the big fog of sadness.

i wan't to get out, but unfortunately i cant.

thank god i am alone.

so i am not ashamed that i'm crying like this.

i can not stand the fact about what you write.

it really makes me sad.

you are not my someone.

you don't have my something.

but you are the one...

that can make me cry like this.

i've never cry because of you.

but in this case, you are the reason why i cry.

pathetic.

help me to smile again, help me to face the world agin.

help me stand the fact, that you are NOT here anymore.

i want to get over you.

bye.

i am a grain in the sea

2010-05-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

well, recently i realized. i am nothing in this world. nothing to compared with them.

* * * * *

i was thinking that they're just a same teenage like me.

another ordinary teens, deal with it.

but, they are really different.

they're more than 'just' teens.

they are 'the' teens.

i look at my rewards.

only usual rewards from school, and from a small city in east kalimantan.

but look at them.

school-state-province-national-asean-asia-WORLDWIDE.

whooa.

i'm a grain in the sea.

actually, i hate to compare my self with another people.

i hate anybody compare me with someone.

but, i don't know why i make an excuse for today.

lalalalala.

* * * * *

so, i take the positive things.

THEY ARE ROLE MODELS FOR ME.

i will do my best to give the best.

i will prove to them, i am NOT just a teen.

i am THE teen.

when i only can see and hear it, not feel it

2010-05-11T04:44:00.000-07:00

well.

i don't know what, am i supposed to be happy (like how i feel now), or am i supposed to be sick of this situation.

this feeling is complicated.

yes i am happy for it.
and
no, i'm sick and it's aching.

i know i'm being difficult now.
i know you don't understand what this post about.
but i need to post this.
i need to throw this poison from my mind.

sick SICK sick SICK.

i cannot cry. i cannot lie. i cannot manipulate myself.

i am happy, i'm sure. this feeling is sharp.
but i also broken.

aaaah.

congratulations to kakak-kakak kelasku!

2010-05-07T23:26:00.000-07:00

It was vivid. Hahaha.

****

Today is a usual saturday *I think*.
But, it is about to change!

Well, this morning, my mom gave me a Kompas newspaper.
She said that the Simak UI 2010 announcement was in the newspaper.
So I get the Kompas eagerly.

rushrushrush.

But, booo, the page is full of a number.
Not even a name!
So I RUSHLY texted my fellas.

First, I sms Furra and then Theo.
I want to ask Urupi but I don't have his phone number.

Furra repplied : "hah yang bener ga? ada nama gue ngga?"
Daah, I forgot to asked his nomor peserta (number). So I asked him.

Then I searched his number in the newspaper.
Almost hopeless because I can't find his number.
Then I texted him again : "gue ga nemu, fur.. tapi mungkin salah liat, abis banyak banget nomornya."
So he said : "mungkin ga lulus gue, hahahaha. udah lu cari di hukum belom?"
So, I search again at the S1 Reguler Ilmu Hukum.

Tadaaaa, ZERO.

So I sadly sms him again : "ngga ada fur.."
And I go to my laptop sadly again.

Then I a single bip from my handphone came.
It was from Theo.
He said that his father has looked his number in Kompas, but his father couldn't find his number.
So I asked his number, that maybe I could found it.

He gave me his number.
I searched, and guess what!
I found Furra's number!

Immedeatly I texted Furra : "FUR! GILA LU LULUS! KEREN DAH! HAHAHA!"

But still, I also couldn't find Theo's number.
So I searched the internet, and Theo didnt pass it.
But fortunately, he has accepted in Atma Jaya.
It is good lah. :)

Then I remembered Kak Damar.
She enrolled for FK in UI.
As what I have been expected, she pass the test!
I've texted her.

So, I want to say CONGRATULATIONS to all my kakak kelas, that have been accepted in any universities!
Good luck to you all!

yeepees!

2010-05-05T07:05:00.000-07:00

finally, the sun is shining again, mesmerizing me with the mighty light!
and the smell of new breeze is surrounding my world.
the sun brings me so much nice things!

i really want to say something to the sun.
maybe some short hi, or simple smile to him.
but the sun seems so busy.
the sun must light all the world, because the world needs him.

i want to give a hi five to the sun, but his hand never five me.
only a warm touch of his hot shiny light.
well, it is okay, maybe soon, i think.

i always wait for the sun, always and still.
but sometimes the sun makes me sweaty.
he makes me wet!
he is so hot that my skin becomes more tan everydays.

but still, the sun makes me happy.
although the sun prefer the cloud than me, i say this loud : "I LIKE YOU SUN!"
maybe more than the cloud does.

a teen's love

2010-05-04T03:56:00.000-07:00

I want to be a butterfly.
So I can fly and follow you wherever you go.

I want to be a mirror.
So I can see You when You see me.

I want to be a song.
So You would hear me.

I want to be a paper.
So You can write a story on me.

I want to be a lover.
So I can share my love with you.

I want you to see how much I love you.
I want you to feel it too.

I want to feel the different atmosphere when you are with me.
I want you sit next to me, and share your thought with me.

I want you to laugh with me because of some jokes.
I want to see how you laugh.

But now, I can't stop my heart from breaking.
I know I can't be something or someone that you need.

I can't share my feeling with you.
I can't stand to feel this ache again.

I am just not your type.
I can't make you into me.

But, I also can't stop loving you.
Let the time goes, and see how I forget you, or maybe how I love you more..

Picka Sunset!

2010-05-02T07:39:00.000-07:00

Hi all :)

Today, I post some of my recent pictures.
These all pictures I took from my house's second floor.

I was so excited, because the sky was so beautiful.
I couldn't imagine how! Crazily awesome.

I like the sunset, it makes me feeling good :D

Well, enouh talking, please enjoy the pictures!

taking chances

2010-04-30T03:18:00.000-07:00

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

Celine Dion / Cover Version by Glee Cast

i am gonna be in medan in early august.

2010-04-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody! :D

Kemarin siang, ada pengumuman dari TU sekolah.

Well, this what the announcement said :

"Bagi para peserta OSK yang lulus ke Olimpiade Sains Propinsi, diharapkan segera menghubungi guru bidang studi yang bersangkutan untuk mempersiapkan diri. Daftar peserta yang lolos seleksi dapat dilihat di lantai dasar."

****

For your information,

aku ikut olimpiade kebumian pada awal April, dan kemarin siang nama siswa yang lolos di tingkat kabupaten ditempelkan di depan ruang TU sekolah.

****

Jeez, ini dia pengumuman yang paling menarik sejak April ini.

Sebenernya, bukan pengumuman yang paling kutunggu. Kenapa?
Karena setelah lomba aku udah ga terlalu berharap.

But, I still have a gut to say that, I must pass the test lah.

Bukannya sombong, tapi aku memang percaya akan hal itu.

So, I went downstairs. I was in Avis on second floor that time.

I and Sherley was so eager to see the announcement.

Oya, Sherley juga ikut olimpiade kebumian denganku.

Well, my eyes was grey.

I can't see list that day, hahaha. What a hiperbole.

So, I found my name...

NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!

I can't believe it!

I won my first individual olympiad!

I shouted! I cry out loud! Jeez, I can't believe it!

I can't stop saying "Puji Tuhan, puji Tuhan!".

What a grace that God has given for me!

Aku ngga bisa menemukan nama Sherley.

Tapi aku tahu, tahun depan dia pasti bisa!

Ini olimpiade pertamanya, sedangkan ini yang ketiga untukku.

Dulu waktu SD aku pernah ikut olimpiade matematika, IPA, dan fisika.

Ketiganya belum berhasil saat itu.

Dan benar ternyata, kegagalan merupakan awal dari keberhasilan.

Setelah mengecap kegagalan, akhirnya 4 tahun kemudian aku berhasil di bidang kebumian!

Jalan Tuhan memang luar biasa dan tak terkira.

YOU ARE AWESOME GOD!

So, this morning, TU announced that the Olimpiade Sains Provinsi will be held at Carita on early June.

I have to prepare my self from now.

I must win! I MUST I MUST I MUST!

If I win, I will go to Medan, for Olimpiade Sains Nasional, on early August.

It will be great!

It is a must that I must win the olympiad.

Pleas pray for me, yah!

I will do my best, and God will do the rest.

I do this for God.

Wish me luck, friends!

Tenkies tenkies tenkies!

Birthday!

2010-04-28T05:38:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Cha-cha! :)

Actually, my dearest friend Cha-cha's birthday was on 12 April.

But what a lazy dude, I've just post this post today.

On that day, I, Levina, and Sherley came to Cha-cha's cost place and brought this cake.

We went there at 3.30 pm.

We want to surprised her. But, unfortunately she wasn't at home.

So, me and my friends wait there in her cost place (by his cousin permission).

Then, 30 minutes past.

Sherley had to go to her mandarin course, so she must cao.

She couldn't say happy birthday to Cha-cha.

Huhuhu.

Then 45 minutes past.

I and Levina heard a car's sound.

So we checked it out, and realized that there was Cha-cha.

Tatatatatarataa..

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHA-CHA!"

As usual, she put her cutest smiley face.

And she said, "Aduh repot banget! Makasih banget, yah!"

Well, after that, Cha-cha must go to her physics course, so I and Levina went home.

And, thats all for 12 April, Cha-cha's birthday bash!

I See My Self as A Doctor

2010-04-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

This early week, exactly on Monday, I realized that I want to be a doctor.
I don't know why, suddenly this thought comes to my mind.
I really want to be a doctor.

I think, being a doctor is so propriate to me.
I love social, I love being surrounded by people, I like challenges, I like science, and I like sport (I'm thinking about taking sport medication for the master degree).
I just love them all. The most thing is, I like to care the others.
It's such a great job, serve people.

But actually, being a doctor is not easy, I also realized that.
I won't have many times to make pleasure for my self.
I won't have many times to rest, to gather with my family.
But it's okay. I take the risk.

Well, now my mother is calling me to go upstairs, I'll catch you later! :)

Sushi - Food to Dielicious !

2010-04-17T06:25:00.000-07:00

Sushi sushi sushi!

Hmm, am I heard anybody lick the mouth?

I really really like this healthy delicious or I say dielicious food.

I'm into you oh sushiii.

***

Well, I went to Sushi Tei at Plaza Senayan with my family on early April.

Actually, I was feeling guilty to walk in the Sushi Tei.

Why? Hmm, I think the food in there is expensi-ve.

But my parents said, it's okay. Rarely moment in lifetime. Hahaha.

So, I grab sushis that I like from a rolling machine that I don't know the name.

First, I ate this baby octopus. It was cold, but still yum!

Then, I ate some more sushis, but sadly I didn't capture them. Sorry. :(

After that, I ate salmon deli. It was very delicious. My father recomended that before.

And at last, my brother ate this fishy shaped ice cream.
It looks sweet, but Nathan didn't want to share. Grrrr.

***

Oh well, my sushi time was really great.

P.S My mother just realized that she have a BNI point, so we didn't give any money after all! Really really nice!

welcoming april

2010-04-09T02:01:00.000-07:00

Hi April!

It has been 1 year since we last met.

I remember, you give me so many tasks!

I have to do my homeworks, exams, and many other things.

This year, I hope you'll be different!

Please minus the tasks, I don't like them.

So plus the fun!

I certainly will enjoy it.

Mmm, April, I'm wondering what things will happen this year.

Please throw away sadness and sorrow from your list.

And put happines and love on your to-do list.

April, I hope you'll help me to prepare my final exams.

It will be held on May.

Please give me strength to study better so I can do my test well.

I also want you to make my diet goes well!

Hahaha, I really demand that. ;)

Please make me closer to my God.

I wan't to be with Him as close as I can.

Okay, April.

I think that's all I can say.

Although there are still many unwritable hopes, I must end it here.

Thanks April, be good! :)

SAVE THE EARTH, MAKE AN EFFORT!

2010-03-27T06:05:00.000-07:00

these recent days

2010-03-26T00:21:00.001-07:00

These recent days I feel bad-tempered. I feel tired, though I don't have any hard activities (like studying).
I don't know why I could feel that. This is my holiday dude, I must enjoy it actually!
The next holiday will be in June. And I have no rest for it, even worse, I must face 'Pekan Ulangan' and finally the final exams.

Jeez, I think the reason of this kinda feeling is chemistry.
My score for chemistry is really bad. :(
My friends say that chemistry is easy, but for me it's difficult. Aaaaa.
But I must keep going, I must study well. I must pass chemistry.

Another reason is I have a guilty feeling.
I don't know guilty for what, or guilty to who, but this feeling is strong and hard.
It makes me can't think clear. I wan't to put that feeling away, but I can't!
It just like a grim. It's fog that covering my mind. Hell no.

And finally, I think to fight the bad-tempered feeling I must STUDY.
Hah, maybe you think I'mt over diligent. I don't care.
I am not that diligent. But I must study.
I rarely feel bad mood when I'm studying. Except when I must face bunch of exercises and don't know how to do them. Hah.
I just study little stuffs, in a short period. Don't take too long. Hahaha.

Well, nice to share my thought in my blog. Catch you later! :)

tomorrow is gonna be my day!

2010-03-24T23:28:00.000-07:00

hi my very faithful readers! it's nice to be with you recently.
really really really good.
***

anyway, i got an information to you all.
since my school is being a great place to learn science, i'm being so forceful to join the olympiad team.
the olympiad has 7 topics, there are : math, physics, chemistry, biology, economy, and geography.
and now, i choose geography (about earth).
i like the topic, because it contains astronomy, hidrology, atmosphere, and earth itself.
i kinda seriously learn about those items.

tomorrow, is a big day.
to join the olympiad team, i must face a test about geography.
i have learn about the material, i believe my hard work will give me the best result.

the selection test is opened for every 10 and 11 graders in my school.
though i must compete with student from the higher class, i believe i can pass the test!
i'm not over confident, but i must believe in my self.

so, please everyone, please wish me luck tomorrow!
i hope i can join the olympiad team and i can compete in OSN this year.

thanks a bunch everbooody! Gbu!

Playlist March 2009

2010-03-23T00:05:00.001-07:00

I currently listen to these top songs :

1. Malam Biru - Sandy Sandoro

Jeez, his song "Malam Biru" is gweaat! :D
I am totally serious.
His voice is naturally gorgeous! Amazing voice. Aaa. :D
I'm so excited that Indonesia has a great jazz genre singer (also guitarist) like him.

Anyway, he has performed at Java Jazz festival 2010.
He also a famous singer in German.
Keep move on Sandy Sandoro!

2. Baby (You've Got What It Takes) - Michael Buble

I always like Michael Buble!
Yeahyeahyeahs!
This song is a duet with Sharon Jones and the Dap-Kings.

Cool, Buble!

3. Who I Am - Nick Jonas and The Administration

This song (also the album), Nick made it with his band called The Administration.
Though without the other Jonases, this song still booming and I like it!
Even better, Nick can express himself more than he usually does in Jonas Brothers.

Well done, Nick!

4. No Such Thing - John Mayer

I like his guitar pick. Oh no, I like it! :D

Well, I like his special ballad tone. It's good.
But in this song, he makes it upbeat, and i like it also!

5. My Best Days Are Ahead of Me - Danny Gokey

I don't know why, but I think every Idol's song is hits!
This Danny Gokey's song prove that!
After Live Like We're Dying by Kris Allen, Time for Miracle by Adam Lambert, this third finalist of American Idol 2009 made this great song!

It sounds like country music, and I'm lovin it!

****

So, what's in your playlist?

there's no such thing as coincidence

2010-03-22T21:31:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I think about something that happened is just a luck.
Like maybe about liking someone.
*i'm terribly sorry if you all are getting bored of this 'love' topic, cause i'm thinking about it quite often now. hahaha.*

i'll take my case as an example.
i like someone, i admire him as an idol.
then, one day i can talk to him. i can say hi to him.
but that last only for a day.
well, i think it just a luck that i could talk with him. (though i'm extremly irresistible happy!)

another example is, i got 60 for my logaritm test.
it just a minimal score to pass math.
haha, i think it just luck.
because the test is a multiple choice.
it just luck that i could pass it!

well, get real everybody!
there's no luck!
there's no fortune!
there's no such thing as coincidence!

everything that happened in our life is happened because of God's will.
He has planned something for us.

if you can talk with your idol, maybe it occures to let you have a chance to talk with him/her.
so at least you can know him/her! isn't that great, just to talk with someone that you really like?

if you got a minimal score to pass (then you passed), it isn't about luck either!
you hardly pass it so you can concetrate to the other tests!
then you can fix your score.

here's the deal. don't believe anything about luck.
the only exception is "GOOD LUCK!".

save the earth!

2010-03-21T08:20:00.000-07:00

turn off the lights, turn on our wishes.
put down your ego.

****

join the earth hour!
a little thing we do can make a huge effect!

long.live.earth

having a j-cool brightened my day

2010-03-21T06:33:00.000-07:00

todaay, was a journey. hahaha.

my father and my mom flied to spore this morning.
actually i made a mistake in this early morning.
i was angry with my mom.
and for a bad reason, i don't want to go to the church at noon.
i'm soo sorry.

so finally, i went to church.
and praise the lord, i felt purified after the devotion.
thanks Jesus!

after that, we (i, detha, nathan) went to sms.
we bought, 3 j-cools.
aa, yamyam.
actually i want sosay.
but well, i have bought sosay on saturday. hehehe.
so i choose j-cool.

mm, i don't know what's inside the j-cool.
j-cool has brightened my day.
but i think, actually my family did. :)

See Me Cry

2010-03-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

See me crying here.
See me cry see me cry.
Sour teardrops fall to my cheek.
Then go straight to my chin.

See me mourning.
In the edge of darkness.
Storm's covering me up.
Oh, see me cry see me cry.

I used to be hard enough to be broken.
Strong enough to be shaken.
But my heart betrays my brain.
Killing me softly with sadness.

What should I do is not a question.
Cuz no one knows the answer.
But I know I must go through.
I gotta keep pulling through...

do not go..

2010-03-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

i don't want you to go.
though you aren't that somebody, but please.. do not go.

i will not search you without any purpose again.
i will not embarrased of my wrong attitude.

and when you're gone, some part of my world will lost.
yeah, you have a part in my world.
just like my friend do.

this fire, is burning again. and hate it so.

2010-03-15T07:43:00.002-07:00

don't make me remember about that smile.
don't make me remember about that cool act.
don't make me remember about that nice face.

now i miss that smile.
now i miss that cool act.
now i miss that nice face.

know what, i always hide myself when you walked by.
eventhough i always waiting for you!

and know what, without you, who's gonna make me do that again?

well, nobody.

l-o-v-e

2010-03-13T04:48:00.000-08:00

actually, now, my love doesn't change for ages.
and you, yeah you, i think you have no feeling about this love.
i'm such a coward, i haven't tell you yet. maybe i will not.

yeah, nothing can hold my feeling.
even you.

when it comes to you..

2010-03-13T04:09:00.000-08:00

i do like a chicken when it comes to you.
i am not myself when i realized you're there.
my mouth shut, my knees shaken, and my eyes look down.
oh, how can you make those things?

when you passing by, my heart shouting "bum..bum..bum.." hardly.
and what a coy, i can't say anything, even a single 'hi'!

know what, the day when we were chatting, maybe that was thefirst and the last day i have enough courage to face you.
aah, i want that moment last forever.

and when my courage has stored enough, i have the guts to chat with you. again.
well, you don't know how i feel about this! i'm terribly in danger. i'm elated!
though i couldn't see your face, it still so great!

hah, what i'm gonna say, i truly like when we can catch up together.
before time get faster and faster, and it will tear us apart.
nonono, i don't want to be such a hypocrite now.
i really enjoy that moment when we can chat together.

please please please, let me talk to you.

and please please please, time, would you be slower?
you're going to take'm in days.
i can't survive, can i?

if today is your last day

2010-03-01T06:46:00.000-08:00

I wonder. If today is my last day, what would I do?

Have I done my best in this world? Not yet I think.

Have I made my parents proud? Not really.

Have I made myself proud? Big NO. I don't care about proud of me.

But, have I done the best for Jesus?
Lord, I have done nothing.

Give me more days, so I can be better and make You proud of me.

Our Earth, Getting Worst

2010-02-26T21:49:00.000-08:00

Yeah yeah, the global warming is killing us.
Pemanasan global udah merajalela, dampaknya udah kerasa banget di mana-mana.
I really want to reduce the global warming effect, but the effect i make is nothing to compare with millions people that do nothing for the global warming.

So, here in my blog, i want to campaign again about global warming.
I actually have made a green blog, that you can check it out here.

Anyway, not only the phisical (outside) thing.
Our earth is getting worst inside too.

You can see the wars, the incident, the criminalities, and many negative things have happened in the universe.
I realized that. You should realize either.

Now, what can we do to make our earth better inside and outside?
START FROM YOURSELF.

If we can make it, many people can make it too.
Don't wait another people.
Start your action from yourself.
Do the positive things!

NB : You can see Within Temptation - Utopia video here.
This video tells us about the damages inside the earth.
Really touching!

Make a Better Indonesia - NASIONALISME!

2010-02-19T05:45:00.000-08:00

Hey anak muda kebanggaan Indonesia!

Sebelum masuk ke topik “Nasionalisme”, saya mau ngajak teman-teman introspeksi diri dulu.
Apakah teman-teman merasa sudah cukup memiliki jiwa nasionalisme dan jiwa cinta tanah air?
Apakah teman-teman telah memberikan dan berusaha menjadi yang terbaik buat Indonesia? Apakah teman-teman bangga akan Indonesia, dan bangga menjadi orang Indonesia?
Kalau jawaban dari teman-teman “YA” untuk ketiga pertanyaan tadi, SALUTE! Anda memang orang Indonesia yang bangga akan Indonesia!
Kalau jawabannya masih kebanyakan “TIDAK”, ayo kita belajar lebih mencintai Indonesia lagi!

Jiwa nasionalisme memang penting untuk ditanamkan sejak dini. Apalagi pada zaman sekarang, produk-produk luar negeri sudah mulai bersileweran di tanah air. Mulai dari barang-barang Cina, musik-musik barat, baju desainer luar negeri, dan lain sebagainya.

Jujur saja, kita pasti tertarik sama produk-produk luar negeri yang terlihat lebih keren, dibandingkan dengan produk asli Indonesia. Atau kita pasti lebih suka bergaya-gaya seperti gaya orang Jepang dan Korea. Yap, semua itu dampak globalisasi yang bisa nurunin kadar nasionalisme kita.

Tapi, sebenarnya itu nggak apa-apa asal nggak berlebihan.
Boleh dong kita pake barang merek luar negeri sekali-kali, tapi nggak lupa kita juga suka make batik Pekalongan yang keren banget.
Nggak papa juga kalo kita suka denger lagunya Kris Allen, tapi kita juga suka dengerin Ello yang suaranya cihuy abis.

Intinya sih, kita harus tingkatkan nasionalisme kita. Kita harus bangga sama Indonesia, dan rela berjuang demi Indonesia.
Jangan sampai kita malah mendukung Negara lain dibandingkan Negara kita sendiri.
Jangan sampai karena kita sekolah di luar negeri kita lupa sama Indonesia.
Jangan sampai selera kita mengalahkan rasa cinta kita pada tumpah darah ini!

Cobalah cintai Indonesia dan segala yang ada di dalam Indonesia. Ingatlah pejuang dan pahlawan-pahlawan kita yang rela mati buat mengecap yang namanya kemerdekaan! Hebat banget kan! Kita harus bangga banget! Dengan bambu runcing pahlawan kita menghadang penjajah. Nggak perlu senapan laser, bos! Tetapi dengan cucuran keringat mereka, dengan jerih lelah mereka, mereka berhasil berteriak “MERDEKA!” buat Indonesia. Keren banget kan!

Nah, apalah arti kemerdekaan kita kalo kita nggak cinta sama Indonesia? Nggak cinta sama budaya Indonesia? Nggak cinta sama sejarah Indonesia?

Nasionalisme itu penting banget! Kita nggak mau kan kalo kita dijajah lagi sama bangsa lain karena kita nggak cinta sama Indonesia. Kita biarkan saja Indonesia tanpa menyayanginya.

Makanya, sekarang ayo tumbuhkan rasa nasionalisme kita!

Make a Better Indonesia - LINGKUNGAN !

2010-02-19T05:30:00.000-08:00

Kita bangga dan cinta sama Indonesia. Bener banget kan?

Suatu wujud nyata dari cinta kita ke Indonesia bisa lewat kecintaan kita akan lingkungan Indonesia. Cinta lingkungan Indonesia = Cinta Indonesia juga, dong?

Kita tahu bahwa global warming telah melanda bumi kita. Tanda-tandanya sudah jelas sekali. Musim yang tidak menentu, tiba-tiba hujan terus panas, banjir di mana-mana, serta tanda-tanda lainnya.
Sedih banget dong, kalau bumi kita rusak karena ulah kita sendiri?
Sedih juga dong kalau Indonesia merupakan salah satu Negara yang terkena dampak global warming?
Memang sih, global warming nggak pilih-pilih tempat, tapi tetap saja kan, kita harus berusaha semaksimal mungkin untuk mencegah global warming?!

Indonesia merupakan Negara yang memiliki hutan hujan tropis kedua terbesar di dunia yaitu di Kalimantan [bangga dong bangga dong bangga dong!].
Tahu artinya tidak buat lingkungan hidup? Yap, Indonesia merupakan salah satu paru-paru dunia! Pohon-pohon serta tumbuhan hijau lain dapat memberikan oksigen yang kaya untuk bumi kita. Tumbuhan tersebut juga dapat menyerap karbondioksida yang kalo kebanyakan bisa menyebabkan pemanasan global. Hutan juga mencegah bahaya lain seperti longsor, banjir, dan lain-lain.
Banyak banget kan manfaatnya?

Tapi, sayang sekali, banyak pihak yang nggak bertanggung jawab dan bukannya melindungi hutan, malah merusak hutan demi kepentingannya sendiri.
Teman-teman, saya pernah melihat dengan mata kepala saya sendiri. Saya lahir dan besar di Kalimantan Timur. Hutannya emang lebat banget, enak banget ngeliatnya. Tapi, tahun-tahun belakangan ini, hutan yang saya cintai itu ditebangi, dibakar buat dibikin ladang. Saya sempet nangis gara-gara ini.
Sedih banget deh.

Teman-teman, intinya adalah, coba cintai lingkungan kita.
Kalau yang namanya cinta, ngga mungkin merusak kan? Kita generasi penerus bangsa. Kalau kita semua cinta sama Indonesia beserta isinya, pasti sampai besar nanti, kita tetep cinta, dan kita juga nggak bakal seperti orang-orang yang ngerusak alamnya sendiri.

So, be proud of Indonesia. Kita negeri yang hebat, coy. Kita harus jaga Indonesia kita!

Make a Better Indonesia

2010-02-13T01:43:00.000-08:00

Kita enggak bisa sekedar bangga sama Indonesia, tanpa berpartisipasi sama sekali untuk berusaha membanggakan Indonesia.

Suatu kebanggaan sama saja tidak berguna jika kita hanya membicarakannya. Sama saja dengan kesombongan semata.
Kita butuh untuk menambah kebanggaan itu. Kita harus menjadi kebanggaan Indonesia.

Menjadi berguna untuk bangsa tidak harus sesuatu yang sangat prestisius, seperti juara olimpiade fisika, juara olahraga, jadi aktor go international, jadi duta bangsa, dll.

Kalau kita belum sampai ke tahap seperti itu, mulai saja dari hal kecil terlebih dahulu.
Contohnya, kita menghidupkan kembali budaya Indonesia. Keramahannya, kebaikannya, gotong royongnya, dsb.

Kebudayaan Indonesia seringkali kita lupakan karena masuknya globalisasi.
Dampak dari globalisasi telah terasa sangat jelas di kehidupan kita sehari-hari.
Bukannya membanggakan Indonesia, kita malah mencak-mencak sama kebudayaan Indonesia yang bagi kita "enggak gahooll". Padahal nggak gitu loh!

Globalisasi itu baik, tapi nggak selamanya baik.
Pilihlah yang mana yang positif, dan mana yang negatif. Seraplah yang positif dan buang yang negatif!

So, mari kita mulai kampanye "Make a Better Indonesia".
Jangan sekedar ngomong kamu bangga sama Indonesia! Buktikan aksi nyatamu!

Keunikannya

2010-02-12T05:27:00.000-08:00

Segala sudut foto yang kuambil ini ada di Indonesia.
Foto-foto dengan background yang berbeda ini asli Indonesia.

Foto pertama aku ambil di kota tempatku dibesarkan, di Sengata.
Aku foto di suatu tempat tongkrongan orang Sengata.

Foto kedua aku ambil di Bahalat Sumatera Utara, tempat lahir Ayahku.
Sukasukasuka banget sama foto ini.
Sawah yang hijau bener-bener ciri khas Indonesia.
Aaa, jadi pengen ke situ lagi deh! :)

Be Proud Of Indonesia!

Tali Persatuan

2010-02-12T05:10:00.000-08:00

Hai! Setelah sebelumnya gue menulis tentang kampung halaman gue di Sengata, Kaltim, gue mau nulis tentang tempat tinggal gue sekarang. Keep reading, please! :D

Ok, gue tinggal di sebuah perumahan yang terletak di kawasan Gading Serpong, Tangerang. Tepatnya di Pondok Hijau Golf (PHG) yang merupakan kompleks milik Summarecon. Gue senang banget bisa tinggal di sini. Kawasannya aman, nyaman, dan hijau. Yah, walaupun gue masih merasa kehilangan hutan dan binatang liar di Kalimantan, hmph.

Walaupun tetangga-tetangga gue kebanyakan bukan orang Indonesia asli (baca: etnis Tionghoa), gue tetap merasakan kekeluargaan yang Indonesia banget! Gemah ripah loh jinawi! :) Biarpun kami nggak satu etnis, tetep aja kami satu Indonesia. Dan kalau mau dibilang, mereka juga sama bangganya kayak gue bisa jadi penduduk Indonesia!

Contohnya saja, pas 17an kemaren, mereka ikut berpartisipasi buat masang bendera merah putih di depan rumah mereka. Terus pas Gus Dur meninggal, mereka kembali memasang bendera setengah tiang sesuai dengan instruksi presiden, dengan didasari kesedihan dari hati mereka juga.

Well, gue cukup bangga dengan hal-hal itu. Walaupun gue jadi jauh dengan orang-orang berkulit sawo matang (kadang sawo busuk, hahaha) dan menjadi dekat dengan orang-orang kulit kuning, tapi gue masih merasakan hawa kecintaan akan Indonesia yang sangat besar! Gue jadi tambah bangga jadi orang Indonesia (batak-jawa-toraja tulen nih!). Hahaha. Dengan corak dan latar belakang budaya yang berbeda, tali persatuan tetep ada.

Salut buat kitorang Indonesia! Proud to be Indonesian! :)

Are You Sure You Can Find a Place Like This?

2010-02-12T05:03:00.000-08:00

HAI all!

hari minggu ini aku nge-post tentang kotaku tercinta, Sengata, lagi.
hehehehe. :D saking cintanya, aku sampe ngepost berulang-ulang nih!

anyway, aku ngasih judul "Are You Sure You Can Find a Place Like This?" bukannya tanpa alasan loh.
tapi, emang kenyataan, di mana lagi sih kita menemukan gtempat yang rimbun, hijau, dan banyak pohonnya?
paling di resort-resort atau desa-desa pedalaman.

but, ternyata ada tempat yang kayak gitu loh di Sengata!
bahkan aku tinggal di situ! waw, seru banget kan!
makanya aku selalu kangen Sengata, setelah capek di kota, enak banget bisa melepas penat di kota kecil ini. hmmm.

jadi, seharusnya nggak cuman aku loh yang bangga sama Sengata!
harusnya kita sebagai orang Indonesia juga bangga sama Sengata.
karena, ternyata di Indonesia ada tempat seperti Sengata yang suasananya nggak kalah sama resort-resort luar negeri!

So, BANGGA INDONESIA!

Saya Orang Indonesia

2010-02-11T04:00:00.000-08:00

google.com

Seneng banget aku bisa ngomong "Aku anak Indonesia!".
Rasanya bangga banget! Hahaha.

Ok, waktu itu aku lagi chatting dengan seseorang berkewarganegaraan Serbia.
Namanya Bojan Stojkovic. Dia seumuran denganku, 15 tahun.
Di tengah-tengah waktu chat, dia bertanya, "What's your nationality?" atau apa kewarganegaraanmu? Dengan bangga aku jawab "I'm Indonesian!"

Setelah itu, aku tidak menyangka bahwa kelanjutan dari chat kami itu membahas tentang Indonesia. Aku sangat kaget juga, ternyata dia tahu banyak tentang Indonesia!
Dia bahkan tertarik sekali dengan pantai-pantai di Indonesia, khususnya di Bali.
Bahkan katanya, di sekolahnya di Serbia, pada pelajaran geografi mereka membicarakan tentang Indonesia.
Bojan temanku ini mengaku bahwa dia ingin sekali ke Indonesia.

"Well, you should tell me more story about Indonesia I guess."
Dan aku menjawab, "Surely yes!".
Wow, aku bener-bener seneng mengetahui ketertarikannya pada negara kita Indonesia!
Bangga banget rasanya, menjadi seorang Indonesia, yang memiliki daya tarik luar biasa bukan hanya bagi warga Indonesia, tetapi juga bagi warga negara asing.

Jadi, orang apakah anda?
"Saya orang Indonesia! Dan saya bangga menjadi orang Indonesia!"
Sampai ketemu lagi di post saya selanjutnya! :)

random pictures

2010-02-06T06:49:00.000-08:00

just some random pictures of
Alexandre "Pato" Rodrigues da Silva.

i don't know why pato came to my mind tonight.
it was bizarre. but alright then.
hahaha.

i like him anyway! :)

Lift Incident

2010-02-01T05:41:00.001-08:00

Embarrassing! I was so embarrassed today.

Here it is, after break time, I have physics lab subject. So I gotta go downstairs to 1st level of SMA building. And I choose to go there by lift.

Then, on the lift I met someone. “Someone” that so handsome, hahahaha. Anyway, my friends knew that I really adore him. And trouble comes. Zzzzzz.

My boy friends were mocking me! They say, “Aga, ada ****!” It was shockingly surprised me. They dare to do that! No, it was unbelievable. I lost my face at that moment. I was hoping that I was in the deepest ocean. What a hyperbole.

But yeah, it was so embarrassed me! And the worst thing is, I can’t see his reaction.

After the physics lab, I go again to the lift. I want to go back to my class at the 4th floor. But, my friend was doing that again. It was sicker than before. He said to a TEACHER, that I like that someone. AAAAARRRRRRRRR.

Then, some of “someone’s” friends come. And my friend acted again. He told them “Eh, ada **** ngga. Ada Agaprita loooo!”.

And after that, tadaaaa, that teacher mocked me. He made a fake call sound like this “****… ****!!!” I was grateful that his friends didn’t mock me either.

Ok, great, I was so embarrassed today.

I Remember That

2010-01-30T04:07:00.000-08:00

I remember that.
A day when I was falling from the top, to the deepest bottom.
It was hurting me, it was so difficult.

I remember what my friend was saying to me,
"Aga, jalan itu nggak selamanya mulus. Bisa aja kamu sesekali jatuh. Tapi bisa jadi kamu cuman terpeleset, dan malah jadi meluncur mendahului orang lain."

Wow, it was so FASCINATING and full of WISDOM for such an 10 grader.
And I was shocked by that word. I was such a chicken.
I stood too long for some problem, and that's not good.
I must look forward, must pull through.

Yeah, don't look too long to your past, it just has no effort for your future.

Thanks friends for your wise word...

Live Like You're Dying

2010-01-29T06:42:00.000-08:00

i got this phrase from here.
it was a great word i think! yes, surely i think so.

do you know, of course you do, life is too soon!
it just countable! bible said that human's life is only 70 years old.
more than that if God grant His blessing, or He has some more plans for you.
but yes, life is too short!

so, i think "live like you're dying" is so right. i'm 100% aggree!
we gotta live this life like we're dying.
it means we must give the best.
yet through it all, be the best for yourself first.
don't throw your life away, it just too precious!
don't ruin it!

and actually for more living the word, i got the theme song for this word too.
try "Live Like We're Dying" by Kris Allen.
also see the video. it's really cool!

anyway, if you got any question about me, my blog, or my unvirtual life, click
here!

thanks, xoxo. :)

I GOTTA FIND THE COURAGE!

2010-01-27T02:00:00.000-08:00

Yah. Hahahaha. I'm such a coward I think.
I'm just to scare to do something I surely want to do.
It isn't important though, but it will give me some prestige if I can do it.
Hell yeah, it just so nothing, but I can't stop thinking about it. Err.

Today, I got a chance to dispense my courage.
But still, NOT ENOUGH COURAGE!
I remember about plurk, if we haven't got enough karma, we can't use some emoticons.
That's me! Not enough karma to use "brave" emoticon!

Aaa, I want to do it. Really really really.
And I must do it soon, or the time will up.
And there are no second chance.

Out of The Euphoria

2010-01-25T05:28:00.000-08:00

Yeah, I'm out of a while euphoria.
Nothing last forever, also that feeling.
Clearly, out of the euphoria.

***
-no offense, you all are similar.

Sidekick LX

2010-01-25T03:14:00.000-08:00

No! I'm crazy about this phone!
I really want this Sidekick LX. Gosh.

I know Sidekick from my higher grade friend, Jane (JN).
She has a Sidekick mobile phone. And it just freakily awesome!
I really like the phone, it just unusual. In a good way!

I've never seen this kinda phone in the real world.
I've only seen it in Hannah Montana in Disney Channel.
It was Oliver (Mitchel Musso) that used it.
No, it was wacked cool.

And later I knew, that the Sidekick saled only in USA.
And the provider is T-Mobile.
I'm eager to have that.
Sidekick, Sidekick, Sidekick!

sick of it

2010-01-24T06:26:00.000-08:00

Jeez, nothing can explain how intricate feeling i feel now.
I hate havin this kinda thing. It just too confusing.
I dunno like to be such a mushy girl. I dunno like to lie down my head to my hand.
And thinking for an unimportant thing. Hmph.

And badly, I got to study history in my to-do-list. Naaaah!

Well, how can I make through this? Yeah, I believe I can!
At least, I got bestfriends that can understand me, and walk with me.
And the most thing, I got my Jesus, that hold my hand, and be with me in every condition.
He give me His unconditional, irresistible love.

I LOVE YOU LORD!

FESVOGRI-festival vokal gerejawi

2010-01-23T19:05:00.000-08:00

WanTuTri VG

Well!~
I'm so glad today!
Yesterday, I joined a competition called "Fesvogri".
It was vocal group competition, the theme was Christian Songs.

Ok, my group was WanTuTri, what a silly cool name. Hahaha.
In that group was me, JN, Furra, Echel, Tasya, Urupi, TheoT, TheoB, and Elfin.
We sang "It is Well With My Soul", and "Amanat Agung".

The first song was mellow, but it had deep meaning. I like it.
Than the second song was upbeat, and we sang it acapella style.
Gorgeous! Hahaha.

Anyway, we won that competition.
Runner up. PTL!
We gave our maximal power, we worked hard for it, so I think we deserve it. :)

And also I hope this VG team will last forever.

I LOVE YOU WANTUTRI!

the phonecall

2010-01-21T05:34:00.000-08:00

Today was so gray. The sky was so dark for such a day in January.

My mood wasn’t good too. Everything seemed irrational, also me.

I can’t believe I stand still for today. Especially this night, I can’t even recognize myself as me anymore.

But I’m surviving now. Even I still have lack of passion to work my geometry homework. Can you believe it? [NB: Geometry is a subject of math my class even worst nightmare.]

Ok, here is the reason of why I got a grim in myself.

I got a phone call, and that phone call was so irritate me. It makes me feel guilty. But actually, someone that calls me was giving me an urged to pull through. Give me advice to survive in the world and to catch my dream.

But I don’t know why, I was too sensitive. I was breakable. The words were like knife, sharp enough to mince me. But I know that it was the true. I know that everything is true. But still, I was too sensitive that my eyes drop tears.

Yeah, maybe you say me a crybaby. You can’t deny that girls are too emotional; we prefer to use our hearts than our brains. If I have a brain, maybe I would not be such as a mushy.

Anyway, now, I realized that I must carry on my life. Those words I heard must be a “cheerleader” for me, the reason why I must chase my dream.

Yeah, thank you someone. Thank you for your phone call.

being bored by today

2010-01-20T04:54:00.000-08:00

today was quite a long day for me. hah.

the schools' subjects were boring. enough to make my eyes curly sleepy.

first subject was biology. i kinda like this subs. it's challenging. :D
today i've learned about zygomycotina anyway.

then, the bell takes over, and turned the bio to math.
maths' topic today wasn't dificult. i understood it quickly enough.

only those two subjects that catch my mind.
the others were boring! ahh.
english was fun, yes, but it still boring than yesterday.
computer, economy, bahasa, social, and CFD were too slow.
the tempo did too classic. huh.

today wasn't so fun.. :(

futsal

2010-01-20T04:32:00.001-08:00

kalah. 1-3. titik.

recent-pict

2010-01-19T06:07:00.000-08:00

launching the first indonesian floorball sport, launched by ms. ewa polano (swedish ambassador)

gso IV smak gs

lovely moment of sherley, me, cha-cha, levi

picture taken by self timer camera, kak eva josephine, jordy saragih,
courtesy of sherley agustine.

every little thing is gonna be alright. :)
this moment will last forever..

inagoodmood-awf

2010-01-19T05:43:00.000-08:00

Heyya. I'm in a really good mood to write.
Hahaha.
Can't stop my self to write something that, i don't know, is it important?

Well, first, after enjoying some blog of my friends, and i got a kind of enlightenment.
Indeed, I think i need a diet! Jeez.
Frankly, I realized that I am overweight. Not really though, but my weight hasn't proportional, yet.

Actually since I moved to Tangerang, I have some problem with my tummy (read: eating problem).
I almost always overeat. Still. I can't control my brain and stomach also. :(

And it's so desperating! I still remember that day when Iwant to buy a new pants in ITC Kuningan. I found a very cute pants. But, even the biggest number can't make to my belly!
NO WAY! :(

Hah, I gotta do my diet soon. Not a diet actually, but more exercises.
I always make a rational excuse for doing sport. Hahahaa.
Yeah, "hey unimportant resistible lazy, GO AWAAAY!".

Anyway, I'll tell ya soon about my weight progress. :D

Gosong! Hahaha.

2010-01-19T01:33:00.000-08:00

Panasnya Indonesia emang menarik. Hahaha, menarik kulit menjadi hitam.

***

Tadi siang, pukul 14.00, tim futsal sekolahku bertanding melawan SMAN 1 Tangerang. Pertandingan itu diadakan oleh sekolahku (SMAK Penabur Gading Serpong) dalam rangka acara Gading Serpong Olympic, atau biasa kami singkat GSO.

Well, sebenernya, aku memang sukaaaaa banget sama bola. Jadi aku juga suka banget nonton futsal. Apalagi yang main adalah temen-temenku sendiri, ehhehe.
Tapi, ada halangan terbesar. Yang sebenernya aku males banget ngadapinnya.
PANAS!!

Serius deh, matahari itu tepat di kepala. Panasnya itu bener-bener nyengat kulit. Tanning gratis buat aku, tapi sayangnya kulitku yang udah lumayan item menjadi tambah item. Ckckckck.

Jadi tu, tadi aku nonton sama satu temenku. Sebenernya dia gak suka sama futsal. Dia nggak mau nonton, tapi karena dia udah janji bakalan nemenin aku, yauda, dia harus nepatin janjinya. Hahah, sorry ya, Chaa (nama temenku Cha-cha)! :)

Waktu pertandingan mulai berjalan, aku masih semangat banget. Apalagi matahari masih ketutup awan. Tapi pas lawan memasukkan 1 gol ke gawang SMAK GS yang dijaga sama Jody, nooo, aku mulai kesel. Ditambah kayaknya matahari semangat banget buat menambah sengsaraku. Panas bangeeeeet! HAH!

Habis itu, aku nyari tempat berteduh. Tapi, jadinya aku gak bisa ngeliat dari dekat pertandingannya. Jadi aku maju lagi dikit, dan tadaa, tetep kena panas. HOT HOT!
Hmph, yaudalah, setiap keinginan butuh pengorbanan. :D LOLs.

Akhirnyaa, gol yang ditunggu-tunggu pun tiba. Temanku Rikho berhasil menyamakan kedudukan 1-0! HORREEEEE! Semangatku tumbuh lagi. Aku tuh, yang palingh semangat teriak-teriak. Tepuk tangan nggak jelas lagi, hahahaha. Malu juga sih, soalnya yang nonton pertandingannya itu banyak, tapi ceweknya dikit banget! Kebanyakan cewek milih nonton badminton yang ada di aula, soalnya dingin dan terjauhkan dari sinar matahari, hahaha.

Abis itu time out. Aku yang ada di tenda pemain memperhatikan mereka masang strategi. Eh, aku liat ternyata yang ngasih strategi itu guru komputerku. Sontak teringat besok ada ulangan komputer, tidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak. Hahaha.

Ok, babak keduapun dimulai. Beberapa menit kemudian, Aldo menambah skor buat SMAK GS. YEPEEE!

Tapi, kira-kira 1 menit sebelum peluit panjang wasit berbunyi, SMAN 1 Tangerang menyamakan kedudukan. HUAAAA.

Akhirnya, skor berakhir 2-2 waktu full time. Aku tanya Rikho, katanya ini fase grup, jadi penyisihan grup dulu. Jadi mereka besok tanding.

Penasaran dengan cerita tim futsal SMAK GS selanjutnya??!!

to be continued..

Ketika Anak Itu Pindah ke Kota

2010-01-17T06:20:00.001-08:00

Hai para blogger mania! Hehehe. :D Sekarang aku mau cerita tentang aku yang baru aja jadi anak metropolitan.

Ok, aku baru kira-kira 7 bulan tinggal di Tangerang (baca: kota). Sebelumnya aku nggak pernah tinggal di kota besar, khususnya di daerah Jabodetabek. Memang, aku lahir di Malang. Tapi aku nggak pernah tinggal di Malang. Jadi, bisa dibilang, aku truly anak Sengata, anak hutan (don't read 'orang utan', please!) Hahaha.

Nah, oleh karena aku pendatang baru di kalangan anak kota, aku rada kagok juga dengan gaya hidup di sini. Pertama soal uang jajan. Yap, uang jajan. Dulu waktu aku di Sengata, Rp. 1000 itu udah bisa dipake jajan makanan. Nasi kuning aja dapet! Jadi, aku biasanya bawa uang Rp. 5000 aja sehari (biasanya buat jaga-jaga, soalnya aku selalu bawa bekal.).
Nah, waktu aku mulai sekolah di Tangerang, aduh, boro-boro Rp. 1000, Rp. 5000 aja baru dapet makanan yang sedang. Bener-bener deh, aku ampe berdecak gara-gara itu. Well, akhirnya aku jadi jarang jajan di sini. Hahaha, aku selalu bawa bekal dari rumah.

Terus masalah fashion. Aduh, yang ini aku bener-bener gabisa kompromi deh! Hahaha. Dari dulu aku anaknya simple. Gasuka pake yang ribet-ribet. Serius deh, andalanku itu T-Shirt, sama jeans, dan sepatu kets. Kalo mau gaya paling pake poloshirt sama flatshoes yang sporty. Pake rok? BIG NO! Kecuali kalo ke acara formal, atau ke Gereja. Tapi kalo ke mal? Gabisa deh, daripada aku bikin onar ntar (you must have known what i mean, hehe.)
Tapi jujur, aku seneng banget kalo bisa dandan kea remaja-remaja keren gitu. Make legging item, terus pake blouse, pake sepatu cantik, bawa tas cantik, aduh, enak deh ngeliatnya. Tapi gimana, ya. Aku kok gak fashionable gitu. Gayaku gitu-gitu aja. Terus pas giliran mau beli pakaian, aku gatau mo beli apa. Honestly, aku ngeliat baju kayak gitu mahal-mahal juga. Ckckck. Jadi tambah gak bisa milih. Hmm, aku merasa aneh juga sama diriku nih. Temen-temenku yang sudah "merantau" dari Sengata audah bisa menyesuaikan diri dengan gaya anak kota, dan aku gabisaaa! Tapi apa boleh buat, aku ya aku, mereka ya mereka, dan aku bangga bisa tetep menjadi diriku walaupun atmosfer dan lingkungan telah berubah.
Yap, aku masih setia dengan T-Shirt juga celana khaki dan sepatu sandalku. Hahaha.

Masalah yang lain adalah kekagokanku dengan argot aka bahasa kota. Wkwkwk. Parah deh, perlu berapa waktu sampe aku bisa ngapalin tuh "cepek", "gopek", "seceng", "noceng", "gopek", "goban", dkk. Tapi bahkan aku masih gabisa langsung connect kalo temenku bilang "cenggo" yaitu Rp. 1500. Hahaha. Parah lah, aku masih mesti minta tu bahasa ditranslate ke bahasa Indonesia. Tapi, namanya juga bahasa. Mau gimanapun lama-lama juga bisa. :D

Well, posting ini hanya tiga dari banyak hal yang masih aku bingungkan. Yeah, I can't behave like someone I don't know. I am me! Mau aku di Sengata kek, di Tangerang, di London (doakan nanti aku bisa kuliah ke sana!) atau di Harvard (ke sana juga!), aku tetap Aga yang sama. So, kawan-kawan, don't wishing me to be diferent than what i am before. Here I am, still be my self.

Proud to be myself! :)

Java's Snapshots

2010-01-04T23:09:00.000-08:00

another Indonesia's best moment. :)
PROUD OF INDONESIA!

down again.

2009-12-02T22:16:00.000-08:00

down to the bottom. again.
holding tight.

preparing skin...... 100%
preparing device... 100%
ready!!!

movement to getting up again. ........................................................................................ 0,01%

nobody knows.

2009-11-26T01:10:00.000-08:00

first time i know you, from the newspaper.
haha, i didn't look much at you. but my friend did.
actually, i didn't care about you.

then, one time i saw you again. i recognized you as "my friend's idol".
i just laughed at you, because i remembered that my friend is your fans.
it was funny, because you "are not" someone.

and like an old things, i find you again! but now i see you in a different way.
now i know you are someone. you are different than anybody else.

please don't laugh at me because the karma comes to me! now i am your biggest fans!
you just don't know how much i like you. what things that i've done to meet you.
only to meet you, not more! you can ask my friends (as the witnesses) for the evidence if you want. :)

hmph, but i know things i've done are not enough for you. my effort just nothing.
you are too far from me (in fact not really far, though). hahaha.
for me, this world is too small for everyone else but you.

and now i'm standing here. waiting for you to realized that i'm here, waiting for you. still.
when will you read this and recognize that what i mean here is all about you?
nobody knows. let it flow. and i still working here for you.

to be with you. :)

mau pulang ke kampung halaman tercinta!

2009-11-17T01:23:00.000-08:00

view of aquatic, sengata-east borneo

Noo! Aku lagi pusing 100 putaran lapangan. Tau kenapa? (majas retoris, baca: tidak perlu dijawab.) PEKAN ULANGAN! Tidak tidak tidak.

Begini nih ceritanya. Tadi hasil pekan ulangan bahasa Indonesia, sama fisika diumumkan. Nah, nilai bahasa Indonesiaku lumayan lah 80. Lumayan karena, harusnya bahasa tuh nilainya lebih bagus gitu, tapi entah kenapa, nilai bahasaku jarang bisa 80 keatas. Ckckckck. Terus fisikanya 68 (nggak terlalu payah lah). Yang bikin pusing, Pak Sugeng (sebagai guru fisika) mengatakan bahwa fisika tidak ada remedial, yang ada klasikal karena jumlah siswa yang lulus SKBM (standar kentutasan belajar minimal) kurang dari 10%. Hahhh, itu tandanya satu kelas harus ulangan ulang! Duh, jujur aku males banget. Masakan harus belajar ngulang lagi! Arr, tapi gapapa lah, siapa tau nilaiku bisa naik! Hehehe.

Kabar yang lebih parah lagi, hari Kamis dan Jumat ini bakal ulangan matematika! Dua hari berturut-turut dengan dua bab berbeda! Parah parah parah! Materinya tuh persamaan dan fungsi kuadrat buat hari Kamis, dan pertidaksamaan buat hari Jumat. Belum lagi ditambah jadwal klasikal matematika yang belum ditentukan kapan. Duh, pusing 10 kali lipat nih!

Arr, rasanya aku pingin pulang ke kampung halaman tercinta, pulang ke Sengata. Pingin melepas segala penat kehidupan anak SMA. Pingin melupakan semua ulangan dan PR. Hehehe. Miss you soo Sengata! :(

Kompetisi Website Kompas MuDA - KFC

2009-11-16T04:20:00.000-08:00

Teman-teman pembaca setia blog saya (hehehe), ikutan lomba nge-blog yang diselenggarakan Kompas dan KFC yuuk! (Saya juga ikutan loo..)

****

Ini syarat dan kriterianya :

* Web/blog pribadi pelajar SLTA - Mahasiswa (15 - 22 th)
* Web/blog institusi SLTA
* Web/blog yang ditujukan untuk komunitas anak muda
* Untuk perseorangan atau tim, boleh mengirimkan alamat web/blog lebih dari satu.
* Bisa menggunakan top level domain sendiri atau subdomain atau memanfaatkan fasilitas blog gratisan
*Di halaman web/blog, harus menyertakan kata kunci: Kompetisi Website Kompas MuDA - KFC, yang bisa terbaca secara mudah. Lokasi kata kunci itu bebas.

*Penilaian meliputi kualitas tulisan, desain, tingkat popularitas dan peringkat web/blog kamu di Google. Juri akan menggunakan mesin pencari Google.co.id untuk mengecek peringkat web kamu dengan kata kunci: Kompetisi Website Kompas MuDA - KFC.
*Mencantumkan tautan balik (backlink) ke www.mudaers.com (sebuah link ketika diklik mengarah ke www.mudaers.com)

*Boleh memanfaatkan web/blog lama yang sudah ada atau bisa membuat web/blog baru.
*Web/blog yang dilombakan minimal memuat satu halaman tulisan (minimal 3.000 karakter termasuk spasi) dengan tema: Bangga Indonesia.
*Tulisan orisinal, tidak boleh copy-paste karya orang lain.
*Kirimkan alamat web/blog kamu ke email lombaweb@mudaers.com. Di email itu, cantumkan nama kamu, tempat/tgl lahir, alamat, nama sekolah/kuliah, nomor telepon, dan scan (bisa juga difoto) KTP/SIM/kartu pelajar/kartu mahasiswa. Subyek email adalah berupa alamat web/blog kamu.

*Link web/blog diterima panitia paling lambat 17 Februari 2010.

Info lebih lengkap, langsung buka website MuDa aja yaaa!
Chayooo!

This Sunday Moment

2009-11-14T21:41:00.000-08:00

today's current music

people!

give standing ovation for MICHAEL BUBLE!

love his everything! :D

yeah buble, you put a smile :) in my face!

so la la la la la ...

today's current photos

yeah! oo yeah! :D

my beloved uncle Kaka and Brazil squad, beat England!

what a wonderful news for my gray day.

NO, you CAN NOT WIN AGAINST BRAZIL!

finally, this sunday i wish you all a happy sunday!

God bless you! :)

fallin for INDONESIA! :D :D

2009-11-14T19:39:00.000-08:00

YES, we HEART Indonesia!

KAMI CINTA INDONESIA!

down to the bottom

2009-11-13T23:23:00.000-08:00

Every human has their down point. I only feel it now.

I can’t blame anyone for it. Though I fall because of someone, I don’t know she was conscious or not, gave me a heartbreaking critic.

That ‘someone’ is the one that really close to me. Someone that know me inside and outside.

I know that it is clisé if I said I must accept all critics with a positive reaction. Everyone knows it. But I don’t know why, this critic really let me down.

That critic makes my negative covered my positive thinking of view.

Yeah, I’m imperfect. I can’t be what she wants me to be. I realized it. I can’t make her proud; I can’t give her what she wants.

Actually, I positively want to cry out to her.

I am not that girl, that girl she want me to be. I am nothing nothing nothing.

I still can’t change my point of view though she is back to normal now. I still can’t blame anyone. Not her that make me down. Obviously not her.

I can't blame anyoune but myself.

males males males

2009-09-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

arrgh! gw males. males. males.

males banget niy, suansana begitu-begitu aja, with more pressure.

awwk, rasanya gw mau balik jadi anak kelas 8. less pressure, less weight, more good.

-must face it though. grr.

Mau Rubic!

2009-09-09T06:24:00.000-07:00

Hahaha, demam rubic lagi menjangkit neh. Wkwkwk.
Berawal dari gw ngeliat kakak OSIS yang lagi megang-mengan mainan berbentuk kubus.
Gw sih gak tau nama mainan itu apa, tapi gw ngomongnya itu "mainan kotak" (what a silly name!).
Gw ngeliat, kakak itu berkutat dengan "mainan kotaknya" (as we know now, rubicnya).
Gw sih gak yakin kalo tu kakak bisa nyelesai'in rubik tersebut ampe warnanya bisa klop 1 sama lain (under estimate banget). But yeah, I think, it was impossible.

Bzzzzzt, finnaly, gw ngeliat, TU RUBIC UDAH JADI! Awwk, COOL! Gw kaget banget!
Emang tu kakak pinter, pikir gw!

Nah, 2 hari yang lalu, seperti biasa gw pulang dengan mobil antar jemput.
Temen 1 mobil gw, Fausto (yang notabene anak kelas 7), bawa rubic.
Tu anak ngoak-ngatik rubicnya, gw penasaran, gw liatin terus.
Eh, akhirnya dia bisa nyelesaikan rubicnya! WAOW! Ternyata dia juga bisa!
Abis itu, gw tanya dia, "Fa'e, gimana sih cara mainin rubicnya?!".
Setelah gw melontarkan pertanyaan itu, gw jadi dikit malu juga, masakan anak SMA kalah sama anak SMP, hahaha.
"Gini, ini ada rumusnya, coba lo buka buku gw tuh, ada di situ rumusnya!"
Oh, gw baru tau ternyata permainan ini ada rumusnya juga, ahahaha.
Akhirnya, gw diajarin sama Fa'e mainin tu rubic, hehehehe.

Sampe rumah, gw kepikiran mulu. Pingin punya rubic!
Seinget gw, dulu gw punya rubic, yang gambarnya tweety tweety. Hahahaha.
Rubic mainan zaman SD dulu. :D
Sekarang gw pengen beli rubic beneran, gw mau praktekin yang udah diajarin Fa'e (bangga banget!). Wkwkwkwk.

So, tadi pagi gw nge-sms ibu gw, "Ma, boleh nggak beli rubic? Yang "mainan kotak" itu loh, ma, yang warnanya disama-samakan itu. Budget berapa, ma?"
Terus ibu gw jawab, "Boleh, harganya yang normal aja ya."
Gw nanya lagi, "Yang normal di Gramedia 130rb. Boleh?"
"Boleh."
YEAAAA, thanks, Ma! :D

Finnaly, this Friday, gw bakal ke SMS buat beli tu rubic. Nggak sabar deh! Hahaha.
Cheers!

PLEASE HELP ME!

2009-09-05T04:31:00.000-07:00

Teman-teman, pada hari Jumat tanggal 4 September, aku menerima sms dari ibuku bahwa aku lulus seleksi untuk tes pertama ASEAN Scholarships untuk level secondary school. EXCITED BANGET!

Tapi, ada beberapa problema yang harus aku hadapi. Pertama :
1. Aku belum ada pengalaman sama sekali.
2. Aku nggak tahu tipe soal yang akan diberikan.
3. Aku belum pernah belajar matematika pakai bahasa Inggris. (tesnya matematika, bahasa Inggris, dan general ability.)

I NEED HELP! Kalau ada yang tahu tentang kurikulum Singapore, atau tentang contoh-contoh soal matematika, bahasa Inggris dan general ability, please tell me yah!

-aga
e-mail me at: izecson.aga@hotmail.com

Earthquake! Earthquake!

2009-09-02T04:24:00.000-07:00

foto sekolahku
(sebagai penunjang cerita, hehehe.)

~i regret i didn't take a picture when the earthquake quaked

Waw, tadi setelah bel sekolah berbunyi, yang menyatakan bahwa sudah waktunya pulang sekolah, aku langsung cabut ke lantai 6 untuk latihan choir bersama Sherley temanku. Sambil menghitung jumlah tangga yang kami naiki (52 jumlahnya, dari lantai 4), kami ngobrol-ngobrol. Ngobrolnya cuma tentang pelajaran sekolah, hehehe.

Sesampainya di lantai 6, kami masuk ke ruang Choir, di sana sudah ada kak Eva, Maria, dan 1 orang temannya. Aku dan Sherley langsung mengisi absensi. Setelah bercakap-cakap sedikit dengan kak Eva, aku ngajak Sherley ke toilet (maklum, cewek suka ke toilet rame-rame, hahaha!). Rencananya cuman melakukan ekskresi ringan (baca: buang air kecil), tapi rencana itu GATOT alias GAGAL TOTAL.

Aku buka pintu kamar kecil, terus, aku ngerasa kok lantainya bergoyang. Pertama-tama aku mikir, ahh, mataku berkunang-kunang, nih! Jadi, aku ngucek-ngucek mataku. Ups, lantainya tetep bergoyang. Sontak aku teriak, "Sherley! Kenapa nih?" ada nada panik dalam pertanyaanku. "Duh, aku juga nggak tau, Ga!". Jadi aku keluar dari kamar kecil, aku gandeng tangan Sherley. Lantai masih tetap bergoyang, dinding-dinding bergerak. GEMPA!

"Kak, gempa ya, kak?!!!" aku bertanya pada kak Eva. Kak Eva dengan wajah yang agak takut, hanya bilang iya. Lalu dia berdoa. Aku dan Sherley memegang tangan kak Eva. Kami jongkok takut bangunan ambruk. Maklum, kami ada di lantai 6, yang notabene lantai teratas di SMAK Penabur Gading Serpong. Perasaan udah berkecamuk, duh Tuhan, jangan biarkan bangunannya roboh. Tiba-tiba, bel pengumuman berbunyi "Anak-anak diharapkan segera turun ke lantai dasar dan keluar dari gedung sekolah. Menggunakan tangga. Sekali lagi menggunakan tangga." Aku langsung mengenali itu suara Pak Ir. Setelah pengumuman itu, gempa selesai. Ckckckck, apa gempanya takut sama pengumuman itu yah? Hahahaha. Yah pokoknya aku langsung turun lewat tangga. Tanganku masih memegang tangan Sherley.

Pada saat menuruni tangga, aku teringat Nathan dan nenek yang ada di rumah. Aku menelfon ponsel nenek tidak diangkat. Aku takut ada apa-apa terjadi dengan mereka. Lalu aku menelfon ibuku, aku menceitakan peristiwa gempa singkat itu, dan ibuku langsung menelfon nenek. Sembari memegang handphone, aku berlari menuju ke luar gedung sekolah. Sampai di luar, tanah tempatku berpijak terasa masih bergoyang. Berlebihan memang, tapi rasanya memang gitu! Lalu, HPku berbunyi. Ibuku menelfon. Ia berkata bahwa adik dan nenekku tidak apa-apa, keadaan seperti biasa saja. Hehehehe. Kemudian, aku dan Sherley berencana menemui kak Eva untuk menanyakan apa Choir akan tetap berlangsung (walaupun gempa, kami masih memikirkan latihan choir!). Namun, Pak Ir melarang kami masuk ke gedung. Akhirnya, aku dan Sherley keluar dari gedung, dan memutuskan untuk pulang saja.

Sampai di mobil antar jemput, Tantra, Rosano, Vica, Michelle, dan adikku pada berbicara tentang gempa yang terjadi. Bahkan pembicaraan itu berlangsung sampai pada pemikiran bahwa sekolah akan libur sebulan karena gedung sekolah akan diperbaiki. :D Tapi memang kelihatannya gedung sekolah akan diperbaiki. Tembok penyangga di gedung SMA sudah retak, dan seperti mau patah. Ckckckck. Tapi kalau libur sebulan kayaknya nggak mungkin, deh. Hahahahaha.

Finally, sampai rumah aku langsung nonton berita. Ternyata, gempa terjadi pukul 14.55 WIB (aku tau itu), dan kekuatannya 7,3 skala richter (aku nggak tau itu). Pusat gempa dari laut Tasikmalaya. Jadi efek gempa sampai ke Jakarta, Bandung, Tangerang, dan sekitarnya.

Well, that was my first (and I hope the last) earthquake I've ever had!

Awal yang Baru

2009-08-28T18:19:00.000-07:00

Roda hidup terus berputar. Dan sekarang aku berada di titik baru. SMA!

Well, memang SMA awalnya terasa berat, namun aku mengkondisikan diriku supaya bisa mengikuti masa SMA dengan baik. Hmm, sejalannya waktu, perlahan-lahan kakiku sudah dapat berdiri tegak, langkahku mulai teratur, dan aku menjalani awal masa SMA dengan baik.

Pertama kali masuk SMA pada masa Pra-MABIS (Masa Bimbingan Siswa) di SMAK Penabur Gading Serpong, aku bersemangat banget! Maklum, aku berkepribadian extrovert, suka sama sosialisasi. Bayangkan, ketemu teman baru, suasana baru, lingkungan baru, pokoknya everything is brand new! Whaaa, happy-happy deh!

Pra-MABIS aku udah excited aja bawaannya. Bahkan aku udah ngebayangin gimana serunya MABIS ntar, bisa kenal makin banyak temen, bisa lebih tahu tentang lingkungan sekolah, aah, pokoknya seru abis. Jadi pada waktu hari pertama MABIS (13 Juli 2009), aku seneng banget! Walaupun disuruh bawa macem-macm barang (kayak tas dari karung goni, terus rambut diiket 2, pakai bandana putih), aku ngejalani aja dengan enjoy!

Namun, waktu terus berlalu. Ternyata, MABIS enggak se-gampang yang kukira. Senior-seniornya makin lama makin tegas, apalagi kalau kami membuat kesalahan. Suer deh, baru kali ini aku dimarahin sampai diteriakkin gitu, hahahaha. Waktu MOS SMP dulu, biasa-biasa banget, nggak kerasa kalo ada senior (mungkin karena dulu seniornya temenku juga kali ya, hehehe). Waktu Pelantikan Marching Band WPS (yang notabene lebih parah dari MOS SMP), juga nggak se-parah MABIS ini! Bahkan, sempet kepikiran, dulu kenapa selama 2 periode aku jadi OSIS SMP, aku nggak neriakin peserta-peserta MOS ya?! Hahahaha, pikiran yang negatif.

Selama MABIS masih terus berlanjut, aku sadar, memang SMA itu bakalan keras kayak gini (MABIS). Bakalan banyak yang tegas sama kita, bakalan banyak yang marah sama kita, bakalan banyak yang gak denger omongan kita. Setelah aku mendapatkan ilham (halah!), aku yang rada down setelah "dimarahi masal" sama senior, aku mulai up lagi. Mulai semangat lagi, mulai seneng lagi! Aku ngikuti MABIS dengan happy lagi seperti awalnya. Apalagi serangkaian kegiatan MABIS yang seru abis! Ada makan malam di Salsa (di Summarecon Mal Serpong), terus ada nginep di sekolah, bahkan juga ada kegiatan EXPLORE di Cibodas-Bogor. Huwaaa, seru abis deh!

Akhirnya, setelah 5 hari (+1 hari Pra-MABIS) aku mengikuti MABIS, aku bertambah siap untuk masuk ke dunia SMA. Melangkah ke atmosfer baru, yang jelas beda banget sama SMP (apalagi SD). Aku "disadarkan" supaya tambah kuat lagi, menghilangkan kelembekkanku. Aku harus berusaha supaya bisa eksis di SMA! HAHAHA. CHAYOOO SMAK GS! :D

NB :
- thanks to kakak-kakak OSIS, apalagi GA (Guardian Angel) Kelompok Dangdut yang top abis, yaitu Kak Angel dan Kak Axel.
- thanks to temen-temen Kelompok Dangdut.
- thanks to my best friend here : Sellan, Maria, Audi, Irene, dan Cha-cha.

Week for Charity

2009-05-10T21:40:00.000-07:00

Hai semua siswa-siswi SMP YPPSB!

Dukung angkatan XVII SMP YPPSB (kelas 9 sekarang) untuk mengadakan acara charity selama 1 minggu penuh!
Acara ini diorganisir oleh siswa-siswi kelas 9, untuk menggalang dana untuk peristiwa-peristiwa sosial dan bencana alam (tempat tujuan dana persisnya masih dibicarakan).

Rencana kegiatan adalah sebagai berikut :
1. Cafe
2. Bioskop
3. Pensi (lomba band, dll.)

Seluruh hasil atau keuntungan dari acara charity ini akan disumbangkan kepada orang-orang yang membutuhkan.

Besok, pihak penggagas acara ini akan mengirimkan proposal kepada kepala sekolah. Mohon dukungan segenap siswa-siswi SMP YPPSB!

NB : Ada saran, kritik, ide, atau sekedar bertanya? Kontak kami!
-Agaprita E. Sirait
-Chatarina Ciptaningtyas
-Pernanda Dirgahayu

Terimakasih banyak!

Ulasan Ujian Akhir Nasional

2009-05-06T23:39:00.000-07:00

Wahwahwah, akhirnya UAN selesai juga! Segala beban terlepas sudah. Yaa, walaupun masih ada UAS yang akan menghadang (halah!).
Secara singkat, menurut saya UAN tahun ini rada susah daripada tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Soal-soal tahun lalu itu lumayan mudah. Hanya dengan analisis singkat, hap!, langsung ketahuan jawabannya.
Bukan hanya saya yang beropini demikian, tetapi teman-teman saya juga beranggapan sama. Hmm, mungkin benar isu yang beredar belakangan ini. Katanya, format soal UAN itu susah-gampang-gampang-susah. Tahun ini kedapatan soal "SUSAH". Hahahaha, dramatisir banget.

Well, ini ulasan singkat tentang soal-soal UAN 2008/2009 dimata saya :

1. Bahasa Indonesia
Yap, hari pertama adalah materi bahasa kita. Bahasa Indonesia penuh dengan soal-soal yang "menjebak" dan butuh analisis yang tajam. Sedari Try Out, saya belum pernah dapat nilai >9 untuk mata pelajaran ini. Haduh, gawat memang. Bahasa sendiri kok nilainya nggak tinggi. Hehehe. Tetapi untuk UAN, saya optimis bakal dapat nilai bagus. Soalnya, soal-soal yang diujiankan nggak begitu susah. Lagian, kemampuan analisa saya sudah dipertajam dengan latihan soal-soal.

2. Bahasa Inggris
HUAAA! Ini merupakan mata pelajaran yang menurut saya paling saya kuasai. Tetapi kok soalnya rada ngelenceng, yaa. Atau saya yang kurang belajar, hehehe. Menurut teman-teman (dan saya juga), bahasa Inggris merupakan ma-pel UAN yang paling susah. Soalnya, paling banyak keluar itu "reading" dan vocabularynya banyak banget! Untung saya suka baca buku bahasa Inggris, jadi nggak terlalu berat. Tapi, saya nggak yakin dapat 10. :-(. Hmph, mudah-mudahan nilai saya tetap MEMUASKAN!

3. Matematika
Singkat kata, PUAS BANGET! Saya yakin saya pasti bisa dapet yang terbaik. AMIN.

4. IPA
Well, IPA merupakan satu-satunya ma-pel UAN yang harus menghafal. Untunglah hafalannya nggak terlalu berat seperti hafalan sejarah, geografi, dll. IPA merupakan gabungan dari fisika dan biologi. Untuk soal fisikanya, hitungannya mudah, tapi ada beberapa analisa teori yang membingungkan. Ckckckck. Sedangkan biologinya, lumayanlah. Paling tidak, bisa ngejawab semuanya.

Finally, UAN selesai. Bisa bebas sebebas-bebasnya! YEEPEE!
Chayooo! Semoga kita sudah memberikan yang terbaik, sehingga kita mendapatkan yang terbaik juga! :)

Home

2009-05-01T05:50:00.000-07:00

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Mau UAN

2009-04-23T01:45:00.000-07:00

Para peminat dan pembaca blog saya, perkenankanlah saya minta izin untuk mangkir sementara dari kebiasaan nge-blog. Kealphaan ini bukan tanpa alasan, melainkan karena saya harus belajar untuk menghadapi UAN atau Ujian Akhir Nasional SMP pada tanggal 27 April-30 April, dan juga UAS atau Ujian Akhir Sekolah pada tanggal 4 Mei-6 Mei.

Selain permisi untuk izin, saya mengharapkan doa pembaca blog saya agar saya bisa mendapatkan nilai yang terbaik dalam pelaksanaan UAN nanti. Saya juga berharap agar para pembaca mendoakan teman-teman seangkatan saya yang juga akan menghadapi UAN. Karena, doa merupakan salah satu penyokong terbesar dalam ujian nanti. Bukan hanya belajar keras saja. "ORA et LABORA".

Akhir kata, terimakasih atas doanya. :)

SAYA LULUS!
SAYA HARUS LULUS!
SAYA PASTI LULUS!

YES YES YES!

setiap detik yang terurai

2009-03-07T20:43:00.000-08:00

and time always runs. like no way back. it's just hard, to let everything passed. but what can we do. we only can to let it right. to let the time go by our life. but don't surrender to it. take control. ~ aga.

wah, gak kerasa sudah bulan april. kurang 1 bulan lagi kami bakalan menjalankan UAN. ckckckck. gak kerasa banget dah. semua jadi terkesan berjalan serba cepat. semua materi yang kejar tayang, setiap detik terasa lebih berharga. ahh.

memang UAN SMP hanyalah rintangan pemisah antara SMP dan SMA. bagaimana beratnya pengorbanan kami supaya mendapat nilai UAN yang terbaik. bagaimana letihnya guru-guru supaya semua muridnya lulus. tetapi, UAN hanyalah 1 dari sekian banyak problema yang ada. banyak kisah dan cerita duka di masa SMP yang takkan terlupakan. kenangan sedih yang takkan hilang.

dibalik itu, banyak kesenangan juga tercipta semasa SMP. bertemu teman, bertemu sahabat, bertemu guru yang asyik banget, wah sejuta kenangan deh! nggak kebayang sama sekali akan meninggalkan SMP tercinta. teman-teman dari masa TK dulu, sudah 12 tahun bersama, tiba-tiba akan berpisah. bukan tahun depan, bukan 6 bulan lagi, tetapi 3 bulan lagi!

semua berjalan begitu cepat. serasa waktu sudah siap untuk merampas semuanya. rasanya nggak cukup waktu itu. ingin kembali lagi, mengulang dari awal. tapi apa daya. apa yang bisa kita lakukan untuk memutar kembali waktu. biar saja waktu berjalan.

memang, nggak rela meninggalkan semua ini.

teman-teman..
guru-guru..
sahabat..
semuanya..

tapi biarlah. semua ada waktunya.

dibalik kesedihan pasti ada kesenangan, dan dibalik perpisahan pasti ada perjumpaan.

my bro- NATHAN

2009-03-06T23:01:00.000-08:00

wih, nathan baru sakit nih.
adikku yang bernama lengkap nathan hamonangan timothy sirait ini baru saja pulang dari RS Cahaya Sengata setelah dirawat 3 hari karena sakit radang.
hmm, aku kaget juga, kok bisa ya sakit radang begitu saja sampai dirawat.

ooh, akhirnya aku tahu.
leukositnya adikku itu tinggi, sehingga butuh perawatan di rumah sakit.
aku sedih deh kalau ngelihat adikku itu diinfus. aku aja nggak pernah 1 kali pun diinfus.
adikku yang umur 4 tahun ini sudah 2 kali diinfus! pertama gara-gara penyakit thypus, dan yang kedua ya sakitnya kali ini.

untung aja, adikku itu kuat.
dia nggak nangis-nangis, tabah aja dia dimasukkin jarum infus kayak gitu.
kalo aku, ihhh, serem deh! hehehe.
orang waktu aku buka jahitan dulu udah takut setengah mati.
ahahahaha.

akhirnya, setelah antibiotik yang harus dialirkan melalui infus habis, nathan boleh pulang.
aduh, aku seneng banget! biarpun kadang adik bungsuku itu usil, tetep wae aku sayang dia.
kangen banget rasanya main bareng nathan.

~finnaly, he comes home.
I love you Nathan, my best brother!

agaprita eunike sirait

2009-03-06T22:51:00.000-08:00

AGA

agaprita

agha~

agaprita eunike sirait

aga izecson cullen rodrigues sirait

-AGAPRITA EUNIKE SIRAIT-

Makan Siang!!!

2009-02-25T01:36:00.000-08:00

Makan Bareng !!

Asyik banget deh, makan siang bareng di sekolah.
Lauknya sehat bergizi, dan yang pasti ENAK!!!

Makan lahap, perut kenyang, top abis.
Kalau udah makan itu, rasanya tinggal tidur aja.
Hahahaha.

Ups, kami makan siang itu supaya kuat buat pemantapan selanjutnya.
Maklum, kan harus belajar lanjutan untuk menyiapkan diri UAN bentar.

Hmph, memang, makan bareng itu nikmat!!!!!!!!!

No Air

2009-02-08T03:55:00.000-08:00

Jordin
If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh

Chris
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

Jordin
But how
Do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Chorus-Both
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon be without me?
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air air

Chris
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew,
Right off the ground to flow to you
There's no gravity to hold me down, for real

Jordin
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don't know how but I don't even care

Both
So how do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Chorus-Both
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air air

No more

No air
Baby
There's no air, no air
Hey, ooh
Oooh

Chorus-Both
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
Jordin
(Do you expect me, to live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you, It's so hard for me to breathe)

Both
Tell me how I'm supposed to breath with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air

Outro-Both
Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me?

If you ain't here I just can't breathe

There's no air, no air
No air air, No air air
No air air, No air

BIG EVENT, BIG DREAM, BIG WORK!

2009-02-08T03:44:00.000-08:00

Hmm, memang susah jadi anak kelas 9.

Semester 1 semua terasa gampang-gampang saja, tidak ada kebut-kebutan, apalagi kejar tayang, dunia terasa biasa-biasa saja.
Belajar dengan tempo biasa saja bahkan terkesan lambat (seperti sepakbola Italia), main-main dengan pelajaran, dan bercanda tiap waktu tanpa merasakan ada BIG EVENT yang mengejar.

Semester 2 semua mulai berubah. Bulan Januari masih terasa biasa, namun tak terasa waktu sudah beranjak, dan bulan Februari datang.
April sebentar lagi!
Mimpi yang selalu terselip disaat tidur akan menjadi kenyataan. BIG DREAM!
BIG WORK! Kerja harus semakin keras! Semakin besar!

Ya, kelas 9 akan menghadapi Ujian Akhir Nasional.
Bukan terkesan meremehkan, namun sekarang yang saya dan mungkin teman-teman sekelas saya kejar bukan lagi hanya sekedar label "LULUS", namun NEM setinggi mungkin!
Toh, tidak ada salahnya berharap (sekaligus kerja keras dan berdoa), NEM sempurna alias 40, kan!
Tidak ada yang mustahil!

Yap, tekad sudah bulat, tangan sudah terkepal, kepala diangkat, dan dengat langkah pasti UAN harus dihadapi.
Demi masa depan yang cerah dan luar biasa, saya akan berusaha sekeras mungkin, secerdas mungkin, sebaik mungkin, sejujur mungkin.

CHAYOOO all the 9th graders! :)
God bless us!

batuk pilek

2009-01-24T23:28:00.001-08:00

uhhuk uhhuk.
musim penghujan memang sering dikonotasikan dengan "penyakit".
eww, nggak seru banget!

aku sekarang sedang "terkulai" sakit batuk.
memang cuma batuk pilek aja sih, tapi tetep aja mengganggu banget!
kalau disuruh memilih, mending nggak sakit!
(yaiyalah, siapa juga yang milih jadi orang sakit..)

urrrgh, rasanya nggak enak banget.
hidung meler terus, tenggorokan gatel melulu.
iich, uncomfortable banget deh!

well, memang salahku juga terkena penyakit umum ini.
minggu lalu, aku jalan kaki pada waktu gerimis.
aku hiraukan aja hujan gitu, wong aku jarang sakit (baca: daya tahan tubuh kuat).
tapi ternyata, aku agak lemah juga.
karena, setelah 1 bulan santai-santai di rumah, terus dihantam sama jadwal padat sekolah.
tubuhku belum terlalu set buat ngadepin itu.
langsung kena hujan, dan JEDERRRR!
sakit batuk pilek pun dateng.
huhuhuhuhu.

Jakarta MetroCity

2008-12-23T06:22:00.000-08:00

Olrite.
Now I'm in Jakarta.
Well, I thought that I won't open the internet when I'm in Jakarta.
Yeah, that was how I think.
A mind of a villager.

Hahahahaha. Just kidding.
Now I know that I'm wrong.
Jakarta is a BIG CITY! Everything is possible.
There's a lot of wifi here, so I can open the internet almost everytime if I bring my laptop.

Yeah, I'm lovin' it.
Anyway, I'm in Senayan Sweet Corner (Atlet Century Park).
I'm writing here.
Great.

HOLIDAY!

2008-12-18T00:42:00.000-08:00

Pembaca setia blog saya (cehh, emang ada?!), mohon maaf sebesar-besarnya.
Untuk 3 minggu ke depan mungkin saya bakalan jarang nge-post nech.
Berhubung saya mau holiday ke Jakarta.
Natal dan tahun baru di sana juga!

Tolong tetap stay menunggu!
Karena 3 minggu lagi saya akan kembali ke laptop (blog!).
Wkwkwkwkwk.

At last,

MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Natal Oikumene

2008-12-14T03:44:00.000-08:00

NATAL!!!

Yeaaah, Natal tiba!
Sudah Minggu Advent ke-3 neh!
HURRAY!
Anyway, ini foto keluargaku di Gereja Oikumene.
Di depan pohon natal.
Asyikk! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS !
GBU all..

Need to be COLORFUL!

2008-12-11T04:44:00.000-08:00

hahahaha. beneran nih memang pengen buat hidup lebih berwarna! rasanya nggak asyik banget kalau hidup itu monoton doanks. ngebosenin!

yep, everyone need a change!!
kalau diibaratkan televisi itu, kita harus bisa jadi TV berwarna, yang udah flat.
jangan yang hitam putih, yang belum pake remote.
(mmm, kinda weird if we still see TV like that, anyway, back to the case!)
bikin hidup berwarna itu gampang gampang susah.
soalnya ada beberapa orang yang nggak bisa menerima perubahan.
padahal penting banget loh!

yaa, perubahan itu penting!!
mulai dari perubahan yang terlihat (rambut, dll.), sampai perubahan sikap.
nah, dari sini kita tahu bahwa untuk berubah kita harus minta pendapat orang lain.
selain evaluasi diri sendiri tentunyaa.

ingaat! perubahan itu konotasinya POSITIF!
(ke arah positif atau yang baik.)
so let's make CHANGES!!