Bergeser Sejenak

Dulu aku di sana

Badanku berpijak di atas keramik putih itu

Anganku mendekam di ruangan itu

Tak berniat untuk lari, pergi meninggalkan raga

Dulu aku di sana

Menyumbangkan keruwetan jalan pikiranku

Menggetarkan pita suaraku

Menghasilkan bunyi-bunyian

Dulu aku di sana

Dalam bentuk nyata

Membuat kau butuh obat

'Tuk hilangkan inflamasimu terhadapku

Kini aku di sini

Merangkai semua kenangan

Memandang jauh ke rantai waktu yang tak terputus

Membuatku ingin meniti tiap mikrodetik menuju ke sana

Kini aku di sini

Mendengarmu berbisik

Kau tak ingat aku

Mungkinkah kau tak ingat aku

Kau ingat aku

Mungkinkah kau ingat aku

Aku di sana

Aku di sini

Semua berbeda untukku

Tidak bagimu

Dulu aku di sana

Merasa menjadi orang paling bahagia sejagad

Kini aku di sini

Meratapi kenaifanku dulu

Apakah perlu aku menghabiskan waktu mencari cara untuk kembali

Habislah waktuku

Apakah kau akan memanggilku mencoba menggapaiku

Sayang kau hanya membisu

This is Wonderful

This. Is. Wonderful.

Welcoming December

December.

It is wrong if I say that every month in a year is just the same. Nope. For me there's always something special in every month. Like January for me is like a Preface in a book. February is a month when I feel I've broke my all resolution. March, April, May are months when I feel I most busy. June is the month to welcome holiday. July, when I have my birthday, is the month to start something new. Including renewing my resolution. August, month full of togetherness, people gather together to celebrate Indonesia Independence Day. September, October, November are again busy months. And the last, but not least, is December.

I've heard some songs about December. Mostly Christmas songs. Yeah, December is the month when Christmas is being celebrated. That's one of the facts why I like December. Smelling the scent of Christmas. Decorate the christmas tree, decorate the entire house with christmas ornaments, playing christmas songs, eating cake (since I don't have oven to make cake here in Serpong), and many more activities.

Beside all those things, one thing I really feel about Christmas is peace.

Peace when you know that Jesus has come to save us, human being. He pay the price that actually cost us. It's only by His grace that we can live like this! Maybe this sounds cliche, but I have never bored knowing this fact. Thank You, Lord!

December, ah. It's a reminder for me. There's only six months left before SNMPTN. I have to prepare my self. This holiday, I want to study study and study. I need to be productive. I MUST do my best, my maximum capability to study so I can enter FKUI. Beside doing that, I also MUST pray harder harder and harder. Never stop praying! You must believe in the power of prayer.

So guys, I hope you have a wonderful December, wonderful holiday, wonderful Christmas.

Never stop fighting for your dreams. Never give up. BELIEVE and surrender all to God. Never stop praying.

Road To The Future: Cheer Yourself Up!

This is one of so many things that can cheer myself up!

I set this as my phone background. I made this one from my blackberry and I captured it with an application called 'Capture It' from my phone.

You know what, everytime I feel like I lose my way, when I feel like it's all to dreamy to come true and the road is to hard, when I look at this background I feel relieved. I feel like nothing impossible.

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Your favorite idol absolutely can cheer you up! Wait a minute, I don't mean your idol should come to meet you first then you could be cheerful.

Just seeing picture of them, or listening to their song (if they are musician or singer), or watching their movies (if they are actor/actress) can boost your mood up!

My favorite idol is (I bet you've known) Kaka! And when I see his picture or watching him play on a match I always happy and got ecstatic when he score a goal! Woohoo!

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Jonk, Celline, Karina, me, Rosa

Friends...

No word can describe how friends can change a gloomy day into a bright one.

They certainly can cheer you up!

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Entertain yourself! Do what you like!

For me, I like music. Play, listen to it, or sing it, compose it, I like them all.

Music always can make me feel right again :)

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There are many more things you can do to cheer yourself up. When you get your best condition back, you always can do something better and get the future that you want!

Road To The Future: What I Want To Be

I found this motivational quote (with the cute puppy as the background) from here.

We should like our self in the past, in the present and be joyful about what us are to become!

Us in the future is what us are doing in the present life. What we do now determine what we become in the future. Want to be smart? Study now! Want to successful? Work hard now!

So, the point is, to be what you want in the future, do something relevant to it in the present!

Wish you (and me too) luck :)

Road To The Future: Enjoy The Present

How do you enjoy your life?

The path we've taken, the way we go through, the past behind us, the future awaiting for us, the life we're living.

I got series of way to enjoy my life. Enjoy the present! Well it's literally present. Breathe we're taken is a gift from God. And we got to be thankful of this unpaid present :D

Beside the present present, we also need to enjoy the present. This time I mean the recent time, the present we live.

We often look behind and can not let go of our past, whether it's a nice memory or a bad one. We live in our memories and forget that we have a present life to live on.

I saw a quote from Joel Osteen and it said, "I'm throwing away my rearview mirror. I'm not looking back anymore. I'm not looking to the left or to the right. I'm looking straight ahead. I'm pressing forward, knowing God has good things in store for me".

It is a very wonderful quote. Let go of the past, but don't forget it. We can still reap the good things from the past. You have a present to live, you have a future to chase. To get your desirable future, you should prepare it and do something in the present. You can't just sit down and wait for a miraculous event to come and bring your dream to life. You should work hard to get what you want!

Live the best and the best will get you in future.

Well, I hope you enjoy my post and get some benefit from it. God bless you :)

Road To The Future